CoolGuy9

CoolGuy9

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Mar 5, 2019
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Earlier when I woke up, I felt horrible. Such a horrible depressed feeling that I never wanna experience again. I decided to go for a walk to make it go away. During that walk I got the urge to get my rope and play with it once again. The idea wasn't to kill myself, but to make it so that I could do so if I wanted to. After the walk I didn't do it, because I felt better, but there have been times when I did play with it.

Anyone else play with the rope? Also does this count as self destructive behavior?
 

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