Ambie
Member
- Jun 13, 2019
- 46
I would rather go with SN or night-night if those were available for me. Unfortunately partial is my only option. Im planning to hang myself in the next few days.
Ive practiced compressing carotid arteries with my fingers while laying on my bed. I can find the sweet spot easily so thats not the issue.
I get, to the point where i get all dizzy and my vision goes grey.
HOWEVER when i practice with the rope its extremely painful and scary. i feel horrible pressure in my head which forces me to stop. What am i doing wrong?? I placed the knot at the back of my neck, would it work better if it was on the left or right?
When i choke myself with my hands its absolutely painless, no exploding head, no feelings of terror. Then its the exact opposite with the rope. WTF.
Also im really scared because I've read about SI making people stand up while theyre unconscious. how do i stop that from happening? (I cant do full suspension) i would go to the woods but in bedbound and can barely walk. Please somebody help
Ive practiced compressing carotid arteries with my fingers while laying on my bed. I can find the sweet spot easily so thats not the issue.
I get, to the point where i get all dizzy and my vision goes grey.
HOWEVER when i practice with the rope its extremely painful and scary. i feel horrible pressure in my head which forces me to stop. What am i doing wrong?? I placed the knot at the back of my neck, would it work better if it was on the left or right?
When i choke myself with my hands its absolutely painless, no exploding head, no feelings of terror. Then its the exact opposite with the rope. WTF.
Also im really scared because I've read about SI making people stand up while theyre unconscious. how do i stop that from happening? (I cant do full suspension) i would go to the woods but in bedbound and can barely walk. Please somebody help
