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salai

salai

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Oct 31, 2023
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Hello everyone,

I'm planning to CTB by the end of the year. I can't do this anymore, sorry. My life has become so miserable, I just want to end it. I don't have much in mind but I'll surely drink a whole bottle of Citalopram (the antidepressant I take). I hope it'll knock me out and drag me to the underworld. :)
Any thoughts? Thanks for reading my silly words
 
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I'm not sure how long you've been feeling depressed, however just to mention that Citalopram is one of the SSRIs which is known to induce suicidal feelings in some patients.
Whilst an overdose can induce heart problems (and in some instances glaucoma) it's not really very likely to kill you. An overdose is also very treatable if you are discovered and medical services alerted.
 
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Citalopram won't make it, unfortunately..
I had Escitalopram and only got it because you cant really CTB with it ):
 
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As others already said, over the counter meds and modern antidepressants are incredibly difficult to overdose on, by design. I would add that even if were fatal, it's gonna be far from painless, peaceful or quick.
 
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I also just want to be free from all the suffering as well, I understand just wanting to be gone, I hope that you find the freedom you are searching for.
 
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vercabow

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please do not try overdosing on SSRIs, there is a very low chance that all it'll just kill your liver instead of killing you.

i hope you find your peace in some other way.
 
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