Planning to ctb tonight, tourniquet method

[kypnrp]

I'm making this thread to document my process, as I think that's an useful resource that I'd like to have found more easily to make myself more comfortable with this process.

I'm going to tie a nylon sock around my neck and use a spherographic pen to twist.

Now, there's something that'll make things a bit harder and mopre painful: I cannot make myself faint by pressing my carotid. I've found it, but pressing it doesn't seem to do anything. But I do get the "exploding/full head" feeling when practicing, which is good enough for me because Five Last Acts says that's also lethal and I think I can handle the discomfort.

I should try it in about 6 hours, so feel free to ask anything while I'm still around. I might fail, though, of course. If I do, I'll report back tomorrow.

The other methods I've seen here are not accessible in my case, except for the train one, that I might use if all else fails.

Sorry for my bad english, thanks for reading and for being part of this amazing community, you all have helped me a lot with your information.

 

[Asta]

Don't see anything wrong with your english at all! and your method seems one of the easiest I've read about. At the risk of sounding like a broken record: If a little lady in a hospital can be successful with it (from 5 Last Acts) it can't be too hard, right? She also used a stocking. I wish you all the best on your journey! Will be thinking of you tonight...

 

[scorpiooo2]

I wish you luck for whatever comes next. I'm sorry the world has treated some so badly that it comes to this.

 

[Rolo]

Sorry for your pain, hope you will find peace on your journey.

 

[ImSorryEmma]

Sorry for the pain and suffering you had to go through, hope you find the peace along with your journey.

 

[Crystal Labeija]

I really wish if this method could demystified for us. If this method works, it would be revolutionary.

 

[wanttodie]

I wish you luck

 

[woxihuanni]

I wish you a peaceful exit.

 

[Gorgon]

Happy travels

 

[Fordprefect]

Best of luck to you. Might have to use this method myself.

 

[kypnrp]

Going to start very soon. Thanks for the support, everyone, you're amazing ❤

 

[Rocksandsand]

Good luck. I hope you find peace

 

[lilyeehaw]

Good luck, Rest easy friend. We will be here if you change your mind

 

[AbandonedStudio]

Good luck! :)

 

[Soul]

@kypnrp, I'm sorry life hasn't been a good fit. I wish you the best possible outcomes going forward. Journey well x

 

[kypnrp]

Couldn't do it yet, I shouldn't have taken ambien before trying. That made me a bit emotional and also sleepy.

The nylon is very uncomfortable on my skin and rotating the tourniquet was pinching my neck. It's not going to be very pleasant, but gotta do what I gotta do.

I'll try again tonight, I have plenty of time.

 

[kypnrp]

Update: haven't gotten around to doing it yet, I'm hesitant for some reason. I'll update again the day I try so I don't have to keep commenting (is there not a way to just edit my comment?)

 

[woxihuanni]

Please do not pressure yourself unless you feel in your gut that the time is right. And if you do, good luck. Hugs

 

[262653]

Why nylon sock?

 

[kypnrp]

Why nylon sock?

It's just a material that I have lying around and feels adequate. Stretches just enough and is resistant.

There are probably better options such as a ratchet strap, but it's impossible for me to buy* anything, as the time I spend home and the money I have are tightly controlled by my parents.

(*Edit: "vuy")

 

[Subhuman]

Update: haven't gotten around to doing it yet, I'm hesitant for some reason. I'll update again the day I try so I don't have to keep commenting (is there not a way to just edit my comment?)

You can edit your comments but that way the thread won't jump to the top and the people who are watching it won't get a notification, so no one will notice you've updated us.

 

[262653]

It's just a material that I have lying around and feels adequate. Stretches just enough and is resistant.

Is that a good thing for chosen material to stretch? Do you use any neck paddings? If not, does it hurt your windpipe? I tried tourniquet and felt very dizzy too, way too much to handle.

 

[Pistolero114]

I'm making this thread to document my process, as I think that's an useful resource that I'd like to have found more easily to make myself more comfortable with this process.

I'm going to tie a nylon sock around my neck and use a spherographic pen to twist.

Now, there's something that'll make things a bit harder and mopre painful: I cannot make myself faint by pressing my carotid. I've found it, but pressing it doesn't seem to do anything. But I do get the "exploding/full head" feeling when practicing, which is good enough for me because Five Last Acts says that's also lethal and I think I can handle the discomfort.

I should try it in about 6 hours, so feel free to ask anything while I'm still around. I might fail, though, of course. If I do, I'll report back tomorrow.

The other methods I've seen here are not accessible in my case, except for the train one, that I might use if all else fails.

Sorry for my bad english, thanks for reading and for being part of this amazing community, you all have helped me a lot with your information.

Your English is very good. Will look for anything from you to see how it went. If I don't see anything I'll wager the trip was successful. Whatever your choice I wish you . Good luck with your endeavor.

 

[puppy9]

We'll meet on the other side one day my friend, wish you a peace and calm departure.

 

[kypnrp]

Is that a good thing for chosen material to stretch? Do you use any neck paddings? If not, does it hurt your windpipe? I tried tourniquet and felt very dizzy too, way too much to handle.

I'm not 100% on what I'm about to say, but, to my understanding, anything that can compress your carotid (which is what is responsible for the dizziness) and won't tear works. I'd say go with what is more comfortable for you.

I don't use any padding and it doesn't hurt my windpipe, but it is rough on my skin -- that does hurt a bit.

By the way, if you got dizzy, that means it almost worked. If you give it a few more seconds, you'll lose consciousness and it'll be swift from there

 

[SweetSpot086]

I'm not 100% on what I'm about to say, but, to my understanding, anything that can compress your carotid (which is what is responsible for the dizziness) and won't tear works. I'd say go with what is more comfortable for you.

I don't use any padding and it doesn't hurt my windpipe, but it is rough on my skin -- that does hurt a bit.

By the way, if you got dizzy, that means it almost worked. If you give it a few more seconds, you'll lose consciousness and it'll be swift from there

If it hurts, you should use some padding...cant get a fleece head-band? a towel works too, I guess...