Help Planning to CTB tomorrow

[LaughingandSmiling]

What preparations should I take over the next 12-16 hours? My method is hanging, using a belt from a tree. I'm confident it'll work, I won't be disturbed, and all that shit.

Specifically:
1. I've begun a note, and I'm assuming I should finish it? Yes or no?
2. What are some practical or bureaucratic things I should do, like writing a will or something? Especially as a minor.
3. Should I say goodbyes or no?
4. What should I do with my phone, especially texts with friends that mention my suicidal ideation?
5. Is there anything I can do to make my passing easier for my loved ones?
6. Anything else you can think of that I may have forgotten?

Thank you all <3

 

[Smilla]

I would finish those notes and delete communications with friends.


If you are a minor then I concur with the others to think deeply about this and try all avenues of help—youth is on your side and many do turn their life around.

Sorry I missed that in your post.

 

[LetMeDiePlease]

Finish your note, but do not do anything like saying goodbyes or alert other people of your suicide, as that can increase your chances of being found and rescued. Keep in mind that suicide is not always successful (you mess up, survival instincts kick in, etc.). So, make sure your preparations are open to the possibility of a failure.

 

[BurningLights]

1. Yes, if you started you may as well finnish. Try and reassure that it is no one's fault.
2. This concerns me .you're a minor, I'm not gonna get all pro lifey on you, and I also don't know your situation, but have you tried all possible avenues to help you in life? Is this a permanent problem? It's always worth trying as much as you can before the CTB route.
3. this is down to you, how are you going to approach saying goodbye? Are you sure that when you say goodbye someone isn't going to intervene? As @LetMeDiePlease said, there is always the possibility of failing. Leaving a big mess to clean up afterwards (trust me on this)
4. Best to factory reset, get rid of all communication (ideally your note should resolve anyone of your intentions, so there is no need to 'investigate'
5. No, all you can do is write in your note explaining the reasons, and hope that they accept them .
6. Anyone else care to elaborate?

 

[TAW122]

Like what others have said, never tell anyone, not even your BEST friend about your intentions to ctb because that only increases the risk of being stopped and rescued before the attempt or even mid-attempt. Also, in regards to your note, share what you wish to share, but imho highlight the reasons that you want to ctb, what led you up to the point and what not. Finally, I would still try to see if there are ways to fix your problems before going through with ctb'ing because once you ctb, there is no take back/turning back.

 

[Sinbad]

It depends on you..
For example, before my suicide, I will destroy my mobil and laptop and remove any embarrassing notes or things i have. Basically, eradicate as much of my history as possible.
Good luck CTB.

 

[Motherfly]

1. Yes, if you started you may as well finnish. Try and reassure that it is no one's fault.
2. This concerns me .you're a minor, I'm not gonna get all pro lifey on you, and I also don't know your situation, but have you tried all possible avenues to help you in life? Is this a permanent problem? It's always worth trying as much as you can before the CTB route.
3. this is down to you, how are you going to approach saying goodbye? Are you sure that when you say goodbye someone isn't going to intervene? As @LetMeDiePlease said, there is always the possibility of failing. Leaving a big mess to clean up afterwards (trust me on this)
4. Best to factory reset, get rid of all communication (ideally your note should resolve anyone of your intentions, so there is no need to 'investigate'
5. No, all you can do is write in your note explaining the reasons, and hope that they accept them .
6. Anyone else care to elaborate?

Ive Ive that many times on here. Whats the reasonning oof deleting your converssations?

Its not like an investigator is gonna log in into your facebook account or go read your texts?

 

[BurningLights]

Ive Ive that many times on here. Whats the reasonning oof deleting your converssations?

Its not like an investigator is gonna log in into your facebook account or go read your texts?

If this doesn't bother you, then by all means skip this step, but if an investigation were to happen, this exactly what they would look at.

 

[Shewaitsforme]

Ive Ive that many times on here. Whats the reasonning oof deleting your converssations?

Its not like an investigator is gonna log in into your facebook account or go read your texts?

Any death that has special circimstances ie not natual will envoke some sort of investigation. Even some cleat cut suicides will just to make sure someone hasnt forced the person to do that, ive recently gone trough and inquest in august afyer my pertner commited suicide. Why it happened, when it happened and what happened are the main questions so yes, phone, online accounts, statements all that has to happen. I even had to screenshot whattapp messages between myself and my partner the day before she dies and the day of because her phone hadnt saved them so i offered them from my phone.

 

[Motherfly]

Any death that has special circimstances ie not natual will envoke some sort of investigation. Even some cleat cut suicides will just to make sure someone hasnt forced the person to do that, ive recently gone trough and inquest in august afyer my pertner commited suicide. Why it happened, when it happened and what happened are the main questions so yes, phone, online accounts, statements all that has to happen. I even had to screenshot whattapp messages between myself and my partner the day before she dies and the day of because her phone hadnt saved them so i offered them from my phone.

Thats good to know. Indeed I tought suicides meant case close to them.

I hope they like dick pics.

 

[Shewaitsforme]

Thats good to know. Indeed I tought suicides meant case close to them.

I hope they like dick pics.

Hahahah. Well im sure they saw all my naked pictures on my partners phone, read all the messages about sex wed had and all that. Because we wernt marrued all her stuff was given to her dad so im sure her family woukd have gone through her phone, they also have access to her FB account so sure they would have gone through that too. Oh well i do t talk to them now so its all good

 

[Virgo]

Get an actual rope. Make sure your knots are perfect.