planning on november

[leiche]

as some of you could have noticed, i've barely been online here last month... i tried to find a job and even worked one shift but i just couldn't cope with stress, new people etc... i'll just sell my notebook then, it'll be enough for buying tickets to the place where i wanna die. gave up an idea of going missing, too difficult. i just want a calm quit.
why november? this month means a lot to me since every november something shitty happens with me, worse every year. i don't know what it this, coincidence? fate? if it's fate, i decided to prepare my own bad scenario for the next november. also it's a good timing because i want to end some game and some anime, one month is enough.

of course i will post updates, photos from the place, the note maybe. it feels so happy and sad at the same time, so weird... i feel like it's me now who actually decides my fate, not the Universe, God or some almighty creature from above. hope everyone will feel the same some time

 

[WornOutLife]

I'm glad because you seem to have everything well planned.
What method will you use? It's always interesting to know about it.
Wish you the best <3

 

[Meditation guide]

it feels so happy and sad at the same time, so weird... i feel like it's me now who actually decides my fate, not the Universe, God or some almighty creature from above.

It must feel great to have some control over things finally. To say "I've had enough and here's what I'm doing about it."

 

[Ghost2211]

Glad to hear you're making peace with your choice and planning carefully.

 

[leiche]

I'm glad because you seem to have everything well planned.
What method will you use? It's always interesting to know about it.
Wish you the best <3

i made up my mind on drop hanging, i find it really quick and easy

It must feel great to have some control over things finally. To say "I've had enough and here's what I'm doing about it."

exactly

 

[death137]

i made up my mind on drop hanging, i find it really quick and easy

How high is the drop?

 

[AJ95]

I'll see you on the other side! I'm going October 31st

 

[happiestman]

Looks like you planned well in advance.. hope you can execute everything as per plan.. wish you a peaceful and quick ctb.

 

[sadworld]

Yeah, it sucks when you try to recover but you just can't. Good to know that you got a plan. I wish you a peaceful and quick exit

 

[leiche]

How high is the drop?

it's 2.5m for my weight, i'll do 3 just to make sure

I'll see you on the other side! I'm going October 31st

meet me there, we'll do some crazy fun shit together

Looks like you planned well in advance.. hope you can execute everything as per plan.. wish you a peaceful and quick ctb.

wish you the same

Yeah, it sucks when you try to recover but you just can't. Good to know that you got a plan. I wish you a peaceful and quick exit

i've been trying a lot, seems like i just can't