Method Planning on jumping within a couple of days

[GremlinCan56]

Hi everyone, so I'm planning on jumping off a bridge next to my university in London. I'm 19M

The waterloo bridge which is like 11 meters tall I think? Idk, its medium height I believe.

So I'm not counting on it taking me out from impact, the main focus is drowning in order to CTB. So the impact + drowning is the main idea.

Ik its not guaranteed to take me out or anything but very limited access to other methods, I don't know how to do anything else and I'm really tired.

So idk I walked over to the bridge several times, couldn't do it each time was sober I haven't drunk much alcohol in life so idk what that's like. Although once in september I got really close, I dropped an object to test the fall (it zipped straight down I couldn't even see it.) .

And I was told by ai about something called "Cold water shock" which can help especially since it's its winter and the rivers cold.

I am planning on using alcohol to help me do the job but I was also told the "courage effect" might not be perfect.

But the thing is I'm not even sure I don't want to experience the physical pain since it sounds so satisfying and preferable to my current pain but things always change in the moment so idk.


So overall how is this plan? Comments, advice.

Thank you sm.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Imo 11m isn't high enough, drowning isn't that easy either and don't forget there're lots of people around and also many ships on the Thames.

Why do you wanna die? If I may ask.

 

[ilovenewyork]

This is a very painful and traumatic death you're planning. Might not seem like a very good idea when you hit the water. Perhaps you could be kinder to yourself and use a different method? The end result is the same

Also you're very young for all this. Have you thought about other options? Very young to be trapped. You could maybe do anything, starting over at 19 is quite easy. But I don't know your situation

 

[zizzou]

maybe if you fall on your head/back so you'd be knocked unconcious? otherwise 11m isnt high enough