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THE_Mar?
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- Mar 30, 2026
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Hi everyone! This is my first post so I hope the formatting is correct. I'm planning on hanging myself in the next 1-2 months and want to make sure I get the details right so I lose consciousness relatively quick.
A few details about me:
I'm on the spectrum and suffer from an anxiety disorder and depressive disorder that makes it VERY hard to connect with people. Recently I have delved into the occult, and upon my meditations, dream analysis, and reflection upon my childhood, it is very likely I was taken advantage of as a young boy at least once. Right now I'm essentially a NEET and have no desire to try and live life, especially in a society that is rapidly advancing towards distopia. That being said, I've arrived at a sort of peace with my decision. During my exploration of consciousness, I have had memories return to me that convince me "I" will exist past the death of my body in another form, so I will leave this place content.
The Method:
I plan on hanging full suspension in a beam from my garage. I have tied a 25ft long ethernet cable into a hangman's knot and will use this as the rope. I plan on tying the rope high enough to barely reach my chin from atop a chair, so about a 12 inch drop. I will be wrapping a scarf around my neck to make the cable less uncomfortable and to compress my carotid arteries better. I'm going to do this at around 3am to make sure everyone's asleep. I will be gone before morning light.
Any suggestions? I would love and appreciate any comments on the matter. May our suffering end
A few details about me:
I'm on the spectrum and suffer from an anxiety disorder and depressive disorder that makes it VERY hard to connect with people. Recently I have delved into the occult, and upon my meditations, dream analysis, and reflection upon my childhood, it is very likely I was taken advantage of as a young boy at least once. Right now I'm essentially a NEET and have no desire to try and live life, especially in a society that is rapidly advancing towards distopia. That being said, I've arrived at a sort of peace with my decision. During my exploration of consciousness, I have had memories return to me that convince me "I" will exist past the death of my body in another form, so I will leave this place content.
The Method:
I plan on hanging full suspension in a beam from my garage. I have tied a 25ft long ethernet cable into a hangman's knot and will use this as the rope. I plan on tying the rope high enough to barely reach my chin from atop a chair, so about a 12 inch drop. I will be wrapping a scarf around my neck to make the cable less uncomfortable and to compress my carotid arteries better. I'm going to do this at around 3am to make sure everyone's asleep. I will be gone before morning light.
Any suggestions? I would love and appreciate any comments on the matter. May our suffering end