theratonthebus

theratonthebus

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Sep 21, 2023
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at the beginning of september, i am moving out of my parents house and into an apartment. now that i will finally be living alone, i can start to prepare.

over the past two years, i have lost all my friends and anyone that means anything to me. i have nobody to care for. i have been isolating during this time. if i am not working, i am in my room, shut away from everyone and everything. once i move into my apartment, i will buy all the supplies needed for the exit bag. i plan to record a video diary every day until i make the attempt.

ill probably be baked out of my mind listening to classical or ambient music when i ctb. until then ill try to keep this thread updated on my progress. maybe ill change my mind. maybe i wont. time will tell.

much love
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

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I wish you all the best in whatever you decide.
 

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