Help Planning a pre-suicide vacation

[apatheticbeing]

Male, Canadian.

I wanted to go on a sex trip to Thailand before I suicide. however, since I had never leave alone for prolonged hours, my parents are bound to find out, and I am worried that police could stop the plane or make it land somewhere and have the authorities there to hold me.

So I am seeking the brains of my fellow souls to help me plan my final endeavor. I have a minimal budget to spend, I could probably afford a hotel + food and prostitute and the suicide gears after I get to Thailand. SO money is a huge problem.

I am also open to partners within Canada, if you can come get me with a car. I don't drive.

Female partner is preferred, since I am to pathetic to have any friends, let alone a female.

Or if you can get us some sex before we do it, I can take a male partner too.

Feel free to PM me.

 

[calendulo]

Male, Canadian.

I wanted to go on a sex trip to Thailand before I suicide. however, since I had never leave alone for prolonged hours, my parents are bound to find out, and I am worried that police could stop the plane or make it land somewhere and have the authorities there to hold me.

Yes, you should are worried because it is exactly what will happen. Sadly, them goint to stop your plane.
Sorry.

 

[Baskol1]

Male, Canadian.

I wanted to go on a sex trip to Thailand before I suicide. however, since I had never leave alone for prolonged hours, my parents are bound to find out, and I am worried that police could stop the plane or make it land somewhere and have the authorities there to hold me.

So I am seeking the brains of my fellow souls to help me plan my final endeavor. I have a minimal budget to spend, I could probably afford a hotel + food and prostitute and the suicide gears after I get to Thailand. SO money is a huge problem.

I am also open to partners within Canada, if you can come get me with a car. I don't drive.

Female partner is preferred, since I am to pathetic to have any friends, let alone a female.

Or if you can get us some sex before we do it, I can take a male partner too.

Feel free to PM me.

Why do you want to have sex before dying?

 

[Rhea]

>Sex trip
God I hope you do end yourself after your degenerate trip. Though I'm more than sure that you won't do it or will prolong it for years.

 

[intheend]

>Sex trip
God I hope you do end yourself after your degenerate trip. Though I'm more than sure that you won't do it or will prolong it for years.

Thats exactly my thought too. People who are serious about suicide will give a damn if they get laid one last time. Why does it matter anyway?

 

[BipolarExpat]

Male, Canadian.
I wanted to go on a sex trip to Thailand before I suicide. however, since I had never leave alone for prolonged hours, my parents are bound to find out, and I am worried that police could stop the plane or make it land somewhere and have the authorities there to hold me.

How old are you?

Are you under house arrest or serving probation?

Cops won't stop airliners for worrying parents very often.

 

[Shamana]

Thats exactly my thought too. People who are serious about suicide will give a damn if they get laid one last time. Why does it matter anyway?

If someone for whatever reason finds it difficult to get laid the natural way it makes sense. Perhaps he would just like to know what it's like and go out feeling on a high.

 

[irrelevant_string]

Thats exactly my thought too. People who are serious about suicide will give a damn if they get laid one last time. Why does it matter anyway?

Yeah, people like him are why everyone should be wary of partnering up on here.
Some of them won't be so upfront about it and you won't know what's going on in their minds until it's too late.
Disgusting.

 

[Shamana]

Yeah, people like him are why everyone should be wary of partnering up on here.
Some of them won't be so upfront about it and you won't know what's going on in their minds until it's too late.
Disgusting.

I don't think need to stereotype the right way to be suicidal. Some people may be depressed and suicidal for reasons related to that they because of their mental and bodily illness are completely isolated from sex and romance and just want to have a few of their fantasies fulfilled before they die.

 

[BipolarExpat]

I don't think need to stereotype the right way to be suicidal. Some people may be depressed and suicidal for reasons related to that they because of their mental and bodily illness are completely isolated from sex and romance and just want to have a few of their fantasies fulfilled before they die.

Agreed

Not everyone has the kind of hollowness inside where even sex is disagreeable.

We all (and each) have our own burdens to bear.

 

[irrelevant_string]

I don't think need to stereotype the right way to be suicidal. Some people may be depressed and suicidal for reasons related to that they because of their mental and bodily illness are completely isolated from sex and romance and just want to have a few of their fantasies fulfilled before they die.

You're giving me an explanation of their behavior and I can accept that. I agree that they have reasons for behaving the way they do. I think that's obvious. Doesn't make it any less repulsive in my eyes though. I was expressing my subjective opinion on the matter when I called it disgusting and I won't try to justify that.

As for my advice to be careful when partnering up on here because people may have ulterior motives, I stand by that claim.
If there is consent on both sides I'm fine with that, I don't care. But people may hide their true intentions and there's no excuse for that in my opinion.

Mass murderers are also usually victims of child abuse and neglect.
If you're trying to argue that we shouldn't hold them responsible because some sort of adversity led them to become what they are, I'd say that that's a dangerous proposition.

 

[Shamana]

You're giving me an explanation of their behavior and I can accept that. I agree that they have reasons for behaving the way they do. I think that's obvious. Doesn't make it any less repulsive in my eyes though. I was expressing my subjective opinion on the matter when I called it disgusting and I won't try to justify that.

As for my advice to be careful when partnering up on here because people may have ulterior motives, I stand by that claim.
If there is consent on both sides I'm fine with that, I don't care. But people may hide their true intentions and there's no excuse for that in my opinion.

Mass murderers are also usually victims of child abuse and neglect.
If you're trying to argue that we shouldn't hold them responsible because some sort of adversity led them to become what they are, I'd say that that's a dangerous proposition.

I don't equate looking for sex even if it's paid to sociopathic behaviour or to being a mass murderer. I would agree though that partnering up with strangers for a suicide pact is pretty dangereous whatever way you look at it. So I agree with you that people should be heedfull. But I don't think someone who wants to experience an exiciting sex life before they die are in anyway a sociopath or a mass murderer. The thing is they would probably lose the desire to die while doing it.

Overall prositution is a sketchy area, but it exists for a reason.

 

[irrelevant_string]

I don't equate looking for sex even if it's paid to sociopathic behaviour or to being a mass murderer

Neither do I. I was merely trying to illustrate why I think that using explanation of someone's behavior as a justification for it may be problematic in some cases.
Perhaps I took it too far.

 

[Shamana]

Neither do I. I was merely trying to illustrate why I think that using explanation of someone's behavior as a justification for it may be problematic in some cases.
Perhaps I took it too far.

Okay I misunderstood you then.

 

[JWL]

Male, Canadian.

I wanted to go on a sex trip to Thailand before I suicide. however, since I had never leave alone for prolonged hours, my parents are bound to find out, and I am worried that police could stop the plane or make it land somewhere and have the authorities there to hold me.

So I am seeking the brains of my fellow souls to help me plan my final endeavor. I have a minimal budget to spend, I could probably afford a hotel + food and prostitute and the suicide gears after I get to Thailand. SO money is a huge problem.

I am also open to partners within Canada, if you can come get me with a car. I don't drive.

Female partner is preferred, since I am to pathetic to have any friends, let alone a female.

Or if you can get us some sex before we do it, I can take a male partner too.

Feel free to PM me.

Nice try....

 

[TAW122]

I'm not sure of all the details and logistics, but I would just say to keep the suicidal ideas out of any conversations and deny having any plans or means to carry it out. Furthermore, I would just say that you are going for a trip and not to CTB. Others have said before, that perhaps enjoying life a bit might get you to even change your mind while others have claimed that it is just another item off your bucket list. Only you can decide when and if you want to end it all, but if you are very determined and dead-set on ending it, it doesn't hurt to enjoy some vices before you go.

 

[Dead beat dad]

I thought this was going to be one of those;
Looking to retreat to quiet cabin in the woods. Walk by the creek and read by the fire. Eat a nice chilli and baked potato while looking at pictures. Alone and finding peace... Kind of threads...

In all honesty the above sounds much nicer than sex tourism, but different strokes...
DBD

 

[Dawn0071111]

Thats exactly my thought too. People who are serious about suicide will give a damn if they get laid one last time. Why does it matter anyway?

Really? I thought it would be great to go out with a bang! (lol) No but seriously, why not die with a fresh lovely memory in mind?

 

[RememberWhatUCameFor]

lmao

 

[intheend]

Really? I thought it would be great to go out with a bang! (lol) No but seriously, why not die with a fresh lovely memory in mind?

I would rather prefer to focus on my suicide plan in the end so I don't end up failing. But yeah, everyone's different obv.

 

[Fr2]

If you're trying to argue that we shouldn't hold them responsible because some sort of adversity led them to become what they are, I'd say that that's a dangerous proposition.

Everybody just should be helped :(
Who's there to help though if all people are screwed?... Some much less than others, but still screwed...

At the same time, the more I live in reality the more I realize I don't have time to not hate. Dismissing and turning the backs to each other is how humans make most of their time, people have to choose who they do want around and push the others away, it is simply efficient.
Sadly, in the long run here we are in our efficiency, hoping for A to get competition


On the topic - I totally get it. Good luck, @apatheticbeing

 

[irrelevant_string]

Everybody just should be helped :(

I agree, and if that could work out I'd be all for it.
The motivation behind taking action against a moral wrongdoer doesn't have to be one of punishment for the sake of punishment alone though, as that would be morally reprehensible in its own right perhaps.
What it can be instead is something of pragmatic value, a rehabilitation for the wrongdoer or deterrence for others who would otherwise be temped to commit the same deed in realizing that the gain is without consequences.

At the same time, the more I live in reality the more I realize I don't have time to not hate. Dismissing and turning the backs to each other is how humans make most of their time, people have to choose who they do want around and push the others away, it is simply efficient.

That's true, and not everything has to (can) be rationalized, although I already wrote something about that probably and I'm growing tired of these pseudo-intellectual essays of mine, as I'm sure other people are too, so I'll refrain from going that route this time.

the more I realize I don't have time to not hate.

It's not just time in my case, I don't even have the capacity for that but honestly, I doubt that anyone truly has, and I'm too much of a wreck to be non-judgemental. These days more so than usually. It is nice not to show it at every opportunity though.
But I don't really hate in the sense you may think I do, at least not in a problematic way. The worst result of my negative feelings for someone personally would be simply non-involvement/detachment most of the time, though given how dysfunctional and useless I am, that's actually the best I can do for anyone.
Yes, I'm in the mood for self pity at the moment.

Sadly, in the long run here we are in our efficiency, hoping for A to get competition

Fair point. Unfortunately, I'll have to opt for the poor man's N as Nitschke (or somebody else) once called it.