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Hawkeye101

Member
Apr 20, 2023
6
Here is my plan. Probably not a good one, but I'm not thinking straight.

This weekend, I will pack clothing, and just start driving. I have enough resources to just stay in hotels for a few days.

I will turn my cell phone to "do not disturb". Try to somewhat enjoy my final days.

I'll just keep driving for few days out west, and then go to a park somewhere, and shoot myself in the head.

My job will probably wonder where I am at on Monday. They'll start calling around.

My immediate family are all dead; I have never been married (56 years old), no kids, no friends (just
acquaintances).

My job will wonder where I am at, but they don't give a shit about me, just that I'm gone.

No one will miss me (except bill collectors).

Like I said, not a good plan, but this must all end.
 
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Sphinxi

Student
Jan 4, 2026
141
Try to really enjoy those few days, and remember that you don't have to die if you don't want to at the end of it. Wishing you the best 💚
 
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Gal1ctic

Member
Mar 7, 2026
9
I tried this with biking 😭 ended up walking back cuz I was cold. I think a car sounds good
 

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