Hi everyone! I've been browsing this site for years but have never posted. I just want to say first off, thank you for sharing all this information and having a site like this up where we can have a community. I have the SN coming in the mail, (it's coming from Russia and I haven't got updates as to where it is in shipping for over a month so I'm getting a little worried… but worst case I have one more place I can buy it from.) I have the other things to help like seroquel, anti acids, benzos, tagament, etc. I'm a nineteen year old female that weighs around 155 pounds. I live with my family who knows I'm at risk so I was thinking I can do it in the woods or lay down behind the shed and wrap myself up in tarp so they don't have to see me like that, and for whoever finds me and so I'm easier to clean up in case my body releases anything from either end, (not to be gross but we know how it goes.) I really don't want to traumatize anyone. I want to relieve the world of the burden that is me and make it a better place. I was just wondering if you guys have any specific tips for me or advice overall. I appreciate all the support and tips, I can't wait until I can be at peace. Love to all! I really do love this world and the people, I think this life is the most beautiful trip we can possible embark on, It's just too much for me and I feel very ready to be with God again. I've felt like this since as long as I can remember. Thank you again for anyone who has read this and anyone who responds with advice
