Plan to cbt with N from A

[trynacbt]

Hi everyone, I wanted to share my cbt plan, in part to feel like I can have a place to talk about it and interact with others, in part to identify any blindspots I might have/things that could go wrong...
I am so thankful to have found this forum.

I'm going to be attempting in the US, though I'm not a citizen. I'll arrange that the N be waiting for me at a FedEx shipping center. I'll have to show my ID there--not one tied to a residence, because it'll have to be a passport. I know that the N will probably make it through as I've seen many on here who have been able to receive it in the US, but I'm worried about getting caught/legal repercussions, particularly because I'll have to use my real name. Any thoughts on how to stay discreet/safe as possible?

This is also going to require a very specific timeline of the N arriving, because I'll only be in the country for about a week. So I'm going to have to time my correspondence with A carefully. Still, A has been very helpful so far and willing to work with me.

I'm planning to cbt at a hotel. I'll leave the N package unopened and in a safe until I need to use it. When I cbt, I'll leave three notes to people I care about, and some $ for housekeeping that finds me. The night that I do it, I'll message those back home saying I'm going to be sleeping in, so that they can't do anything to stop me until it's too late. I'll tell those who are in the US and know I'm there that I am meeting other friends. I might ask the front desk not to disclose my information to those who might come search for me, just to be certain I give the N enough time to do its work.

The meto I am still working on getting, but I have a couple of ideas.

I'm going to try and spend my last few days with an open heart and a free spirit. I think once everything is in place and ready to go I will feel very calm. I look forward to that feeling.

Would appreciate any thoughts/suggestions. It helps to know we're in this together.

 

[blackflag1]

Sounds as though have thought it out well. As long as the N is sent discreetly, you should be fine. Keep in mind it is a controlled substance here. If it is intercepted or does not arrive as planned, have a backup plan just in case. SN is not a controlled substance and is very easy to acquire here.

 

[trynacbt]

Thank you for the advice--I do worry about ordering SN and Tagamet to the hotel though, because I feel like that would seem suspicious?

I was able to acquire meto here in my home country, where it's OTC. I had no idea.

 

[MaybeMaybeKnot]

Thank you for the advice--I do worry about ordering SN and Tagamet to the hotel though, because I feel like that would seem suspicious?

I was able to acquire meto here in my home country, where it's OTC. I had no idea.

Hotels receive packages for business travelers all the time. They won't blink at you receiving packages there.

 

[Rachel74]

Means over the counter as in medicines

 

[Polka]

Send the SN and Tagamet to the Fed Ex Shipping center. With only a week in the country you need all things in place as soon as you arrive. Too many variables otherwise to cause you intense grief.

 

[trynacbt]

I've since abandoned this idea and will be attempting to ctb at home using SN... thank you all for your help !