Plan B

[Gromit-CTB]

Given up on buddy/partner as the SS family has shown this is dangerous.
So have my order in for castor beans ( yes I know not a popular choice)
100 beans crushed and oil removed, the mush will be eaten with a natural yoghurt
30 mins prior to this will have 10 500mg paracetamol 10 Rennie's and 5 Phenergan
Hopefully will exceed the toxic level of ricin from beans.
Yes I know slow and painful but hoping can keep in me for 6 hours.
It will either take effect after 60 mins and be immediately fatal or if I get the 6 hours will be fatal in 3-5 days.
If I come out the otherside I hopefully will come home to a package of SN (Plan C)

Beans should arrive early next week.

I know you can't wish my CTB out loud but please wish it in heads when I post goodbye thread.

 

[Ghost2211]

You are certainly brave. I know that you are intelligent enough that you understand what is going to happen to your system, so I won't get into that. I hope it's not too uncomfortable, and that you find the peace you desire.

 

[Gromit-CTB]

You are certainly brave. I know that you are intelligent enough that you understand what is going to happen to your system, so I won't get into that. I hope it's not too uncomfortable, and that you find the peace you desire.

Thank you, am just trying to get my seat on the bus. Have always thought mother nature can supply the answer so giving her a chance

 

[kappa]

Castor beans? I mean... I don't think that's gonna work out how you'd imagine but I guess update us lol.

Boy do I really miss the death by piranhas in the bathtub thread. Who removed that? Y'all no fun.

 

[Throwmyselfaway]

Boy do I really miss the death by piranhas in the bathtub thread. Who removed that? Y'all no fun.

Wait what

 

[justanotherstar]

Wow I don't know much about this method but it sounds like you do. I know how important it is to you to CTB ASAP. I hope it's peaceful as it can possibly be

 

[Spitfire]

Just a heads up.. I wish you well in your plans ahead of time.. whatever they end up being.

 

[kappa]

Wait what

It was a hilarious thread where the OP was posting ridiculous suicide methods asking if it would work, pictures and all. The close up of the piranha really got me.

Even though it was obviously satire, it went over like 90% of people's heads. It got deleted- so somehow it's super chill to discuss better ways to KYS in intricate detail, but having fun is not allowed.

Wasn't even a troll account, just a regular person from here. RIP to everyone's sense of humor.

 

[DetachedDreamer97]

It was a hilarious thread where the OP was posting ridiculous suicide methods asking if it would work, pictures and all. The close up of the piranha really got me.

Even though it was obviously satire, it went over like 90% of people's heads. It got deleted- so somehow it's super chill to discuss better ways to KYS in intricate detail, but having fun is not allowed.

Wasn't even a troll account, just a regular person from here. RIP to everyone's sense of humor.

I remember that thread...

 

[Gromit-CTB]

Castor beans? I mean... I don't think that's gonna work out how you'd imagine but I guess update us lol.

Boy do I really miss the death by piranhas in the bathtub thread. Who removed that? Y'all no fun.

Can you explain why it won't work as castor beans are the source of ricin

 

[Pookie]

It was a hilarious thread where the OP was posting ridiculous suicide methods asking if it would work, pictures and all. The close up of the piranha really got me.

Even though it was obviously satire, it went over like 90% of people's heads. It got deleted- so somehow it's super chill to discuss better ways to KYS in intricate detail, but having fun is not allowed.

Wasn't even a troll account, just a regular person from here. RIP to everyone's sense of humor.

So funny posts aren't allowed on SS? I enjoy seeing the odd funny/lighthearted posts because constant talk of suicide can get rather dark and depressing.

 

[profoundexperience]

Yes I know slow and painful ...
It will either take effect after 60 mins and be immediately fatal or if I get the 6 hours will be fatal in 3-5 days.

It might be helpful to consider combining this with another method: Having something else that's quicker ready to go as a backup -- in the event the pain is too unendurable or prolonged.

It'd be difficult (at least for me) to end-up in a hospital... under care for ricin poisoning. I wouldn't want to experience that.

 

[Gromit-CTB]

It might be helpful to consider combining this with another method: Having something else that's quicker ready to go as a backup -- in the event the pain is too unendurable or prolonged.

It'd be difficult (at least for me) to end-up in a hospital... under care for ricin poisoning. I wouldn't want to experience that.

I have a back up on order as well but might take 2-5 weeks to arrive and to me that's a lifetime away

 

[stygal]

It might be helpful to consider combining this with another method: Having something else that's quicker ready to go as a backup -- in the event the pain is too unendurable or prolonged.

It'd be difficult (at least for me) to end-up in a hospital... under care for ricin poisoning. I wouldn't want to experience that.

Yes, even an OD of meds sounds more reliable. Those beans can have any concentration of ricin, that's just gambling. Please please be really sure about that OP!

 

[Gromit-CTB]

Yes, even an OD of meds sounds more reliable. Those beans can have any concentration of ricin, that's just gambling. Please please be really sure about that OP!

Been reading again this morning and found an article of a guy who failed with 200 which has made me question, I thought the largest failed attempt was 30. But not a lot of info on guy with 200

 

[stygal]

Been reading again this morning and found an article of a guy who failed with 200 which has made me question, I thought the largest failed attempt was 30. But not a lot of info on guy with 200

Maybe reconsider and keep looking for something else...you seem to be in a lot of pain that you want to go so quickly and it breaks my heart!
But better be safe than sorry.
If anything happens you end up potentially impaired (and thus not able to ctb or live normally anymore).
We all want you to succeed with whatever way you choose to go <3

 

[profoundexperience]

I have a back up on order as well but might take 2-5 weeks to arrive

I understand this as referring to your SN order. And, I assume this depends on it clearing HM Customs as well.

and to me that's a lifetime away

Completely understood and completely appreciated.

What I was referring to was a backup method of a different type (different from poisoning): I think you had mentioned considering CO somewhere and I DM'd you my personal plans for myself. There are some good backup options for your ricin...

 

[Gromit-CTB]

You can PM me anything. I would do CO but no car. Would have to do that with someone and not possible. But open to any PMs

 

[stygal]

Castor beans? I mean... I don't think that's gonna work out how you'd imagine but I guess update us lol.

Boy do I really miss the death by piranhas in the bathtub thread. Who removed that? Y'all no fun.

I don't think that here's the right place for anecdotal jokes.

Gromit seems to be in distress.

 

[Gromit-CTB]

I don't think that here's the right place for anecdotal jokes.

Gromit seems to be in distress.

Thank you, I didn't appreciate the joke, what we are all going through is not funny

 

[profoundexperience]

I DM'd you my personal plans for myself.

You can PM me anything. ... open to any PMs

I sent you one ~12 hours ago. It should be a "conversation" under the envelope icon.

 

[Throwmyselfaway]

It was a hilarious thread where the OP was posting ridiculous suicide methods asking if it would work, pictures and all. The close up of the piranha really got me.

Even though it was obviously satire, it went over like 90% of people's heads. It got deleted- so somehow it's super chill to discuss better ways to KYS in intricate detail, but having fun is not allowed.

Wasn't even a troll account, just a regular person from here. RIP to everyone's sense of humor.

Kinda wish it was around. I wanna read it. I saw one post awhile ago about random bizarre ideas that turned funny

Given up on buddy/partner as the SS family has shown this is dangerous.
So have my order in for castor beans ( yes I know not a popular choice)
100 beans crushed and oil removed, the mush will be eaten with a natural yoghurt
30 mins prior to this will have 10 500mg paracetamol 10 Rennie's and 5 Phenergan
Hopefully will exceed the toxic level of ricin from beans.
Yes I know slow and painful but hoping can keep in me for 6 hours.
It will either take effect after 60 mins and be immediately fatal or if I get the 6 hours will be fatal in 3-5 days.
If I come out the otherside I hopefully will come home to a package of SN (Plan C)

Beans should arrive early next week.

I know you can't wish my CTB out loud but please wish it in heads when I post goodbye thread.

Whatever you choose to do I hope you find peace

 

[kappa]

No, you are right. Feeding into your distress always works better.

No, you are right. Feeding into your distress always works better @stygal.

Can you explain why it won't work as castor beans are the source of ricin

No I can't. Never had the idea to eat a bunch of castor beans.

 

[needaplan]

I think I've read somewhere that glucose or sugarcontents in your body can determine the outcome, higher sugardoses in your cells are more fatal, than cells without sugar (was a scientific article, I guess you can find it online)

 

[Gromit-CTB]

No, you are right. Feeding into your distress always works better.


No I can't. Never had the idea to eat a bunch of castor beans.

So you want to feed my distress, nice

 

[kappa]

So you want to feed my distress, nice

It wasn't my motive to "feed you distress". Your feeding into it yourself. Your post reminded me of the piranha post- I commented, my bad.

If you had been around to see the piranha post, maybe you would have laughed.

I'll show myself out.

 

[Gromit-CTB]

It wasn't my motive to "feed you distress". Your feeding into it yourself. Your post reminded me of the piranha post- I commented, my bad.

If you had been around to see the piranha post, maybe you would have laughed.

I'll show myself out.

Not feeding my distress

Don't find ctb funny

Maybe for the best

 

[needaplan]

I think everybody is nervous about methods, those beans are not that uncommon as a method, as far as plants are concerned. So please do not troll methods this is already hard enough

 

[TowerUpright]

This method will not end how you want. it's been a long time since I've posted, but my past messages should show I'm not a pro-lifer.

Castor beans do contain Ricin in small amounts. But it is easily denatured. In other words, if you aren't taking the seeds, running them through a chemically based extraction process and injecting it, you won't absorb any ricin.

What you will get is a long time throwing up. Your stomach will feel even the smallest part of a seed and you'll continue to be sick until it is completely out of your GI tract.

Just trying to help you avoid a long night of discomfort.
Also: archive.org has (or had) an old video of a person who claims to demonstrates how to extract ricin from Castor Beans.

This man is a crackpot and what he shows is a crock of baloney. You should be able to figure that out when he implies that you can use this against the Soviet troops who have already invaded your hometown. It's very entertaining, in a scary way. But it is 100% chemically wrong.