permanently tired
it's never enough
- Nov 8, 2023
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Thinking of ctb through swb, I already tried hyperventilating and it definitely made me light headed and gave a bit of a headache which is fine, but now I need a body of water I can do it in. I'm in university so there isn't a bath which is why I want to look for a natural body of water. The bodies of water in nyc seem to be quite polluted though and I definitely don't want to die in sludge. Found a lake near me, but I searched it up and there's fucking snapping turtles. I could go home and do it in the bath, but I don't want a family member to find me, it would probably be really traumatic for them. Any recommendations? A private pool would work perfectly, too bad I don't have access to one 
