k75

k75

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Jun 27, 2019
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I feel like I'm dying, but not in a good way.

I'm 99.9% positive I'm having a gastroparesis flare-up. My pancreatitis might also be acting up. My nausea is out of control, my back is killing me because I've been lying in bed for 4 days, and I just kinda wish someone would shoot me right now. Or pump me full of Dilaudid and Phenergan.

I'd kill for IV Dilaudid right now.
 
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TheDevilsAngel

TheDevilsAngel

LetMeFree
Apr 22, 2019
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That's sounds rough... My thoughts are with you... Have you seen a doctor?

Sending you hugs and love.
 
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k75

k75

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Thanks. :)

I've been to the ER twice, my PCP and have a gastric emptying study scheduled for Monday. If I survive that long.

When I decide to fall apart, I do it big.

Nobody wants to give me painkillers until we have test results. I need the druuuuuuuuuugs. Ugh.
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
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Sounds like you're having a rough time of it. Go figure when you really need painkillers they wana be greedy with them. I hope you catch some relief soon!
 
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k75

k75

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Jun 27, 2019
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Pointless update!

Still very sick. Averaging 300 calories a day. A little more if I can choke down Gatorade. My back is killing me.

My dad wants me to go to the hospital, but I'm trying to wait until tomorrow. I have the gastroparesis test in the morning. I was thinking maybe ER after that.

Might be in hell.
 
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