Discussion pity-CTBing

[an_alias]

Is this unreasonable? i want to CTB in the name of a certain group of people that i've isolated myself from and now i feel bad about it, and i have a desire to kill myself so i gain post-life pity and some potential "fame" on their part. anyone else felt like this before?

 

[Dot]

Snds almst lke angr or a revnge c.t.b

R u nt abl 2 re-cnnct w/ thm in n.e.wy

U mght gt fame fr a whle bt ppl stll mve on..

 

[an_alias]

Snds almst lke angr or a revnge c.t.b

R u nt abl 2 re-cnnct w/ thm in n.e.wy

U mght gt fame fr a whle bt ppl stll mve on..

it isn't really anger, i just feel a strong urge for pity. maybe you are right, though

 

[Cats26]

While I am not sure I fully understand exactly what you're saying, I can relate to wanting to ctb to gain pity from certain people. There are many reasons I want to ctb, but I can say that's definitely one of them.

 

[Dot]

it isn't really anger, i just feel a strong urge for pity. maybe you are right, though

Slf usd 2 d/ th sme thng & wnt ppl 2 fl tht wy bcse tht = hw slf flt & wntd othr ppl 2 acknwldge it & dd nt knw n.e. othr wy hw

Hve fnd = th bst wy = 2 cmmunic8 ur feelngs & r-cnnct if u cn & also tll thm/thnk abt y u isol8d urslf

 

[an_alias]

Slf usd 2 d/ th sme thng & wnt ppl 2 fl tht wy bcse tht = hw slf flt & wntd othr ppl 2 acknwldge it & dd nt knw n.e. othr wy hw

Hve fnd = th bst wy = 2 cmmunic8 ur feelngs & r-cnnct if u cn & also tll thm/thnk abt y u isol8d urslf

you've given me some food for thought, which to me makes me feel stupid, but i can't thank you enough for. i waited for an opportunity to "reconnect" and pretend to be someone else, but now i might just come back and tell them. but at the same time, i feel like they wouldn't believe me. like i left them for no reason. all my reasons for it were just fucking stupid. i wanted to "isolate" myself, which i've done several times with all sorts of people before, since before it's "helped" (only once). i feel like i've exiled myself from them by my own choice, when they were the only social interactions i had - i wasn't even feeling "down" or suicidal whatsoever, but at a time where i was fed up with what they were doing together, but not necessarily fed up with them as people. i think i'll tell them either way, and see what they think. thank you

 

[Dot]

you've given me some food for thought, which to me makes me feel stupid, but i can't thank you enough for. i waited for an opportunity to "reconnect" and pretend to be someone else, but now i might just come back and tell them. but at the same time, i feel like they wouldn't believe me. like i left them for no reason. all my reasons for it were just fucking stupid. i wanted to "isolate" myself, which i've done several times with all sorts of people before, since before it's "helped" (only once). i feel like i've exiled myself from them by my own choice, when they were the only social interactions i had - i wasn't even feeling "down" or suicidal whatsoever, but at a time where i was fed up with what they were doing together, but not necessarily fed up with them as people. i think i'll tell them either way, and see what they think. thank you

Hpe = gs wll fr u bt u nt nd 2 fl stupd - slf only knw bcse lernd th sme wy u r