S
setomikey
Member
- Dec 21, 2020
- 22
Hello!
My question is, does anyone know any drugs/medication, that can be bought with no prescription, and that would be lethal in a certain dose (also, what dose)?
I really am at rock bottom, and just want to end it all...
I was thinking about methods, but some sort of pills would be the most suitable and accessible for me.
The other alternative would have been, to jump from a high building, but that would be quite hard to accomplish (because my survival instincts would kick in, most likely, and I couldn't jump) and also, because, the tallest buildings in my town are only 10 story tall, and even if I would jump from the top, it wouldn't guarantee that I die, and I absolutely do not want to survive and be in a wheelchair or bed or something for the rest of my life...like, hitting my neck and being paralyzed from neck down...that would be worse than death (and also, I could not try again if I fail).
Also, drowning is off the table, I find it very painful. And the rope is out of question too, since that can be very long and painful too, sometimes, and also a gruesome picture to whoever finds me...
So if anyone knows of any pills or something of sort that can work, or maybe any onther good (not painful) method, please let me know.
Thank You!
My question is, does anyone know any drugs/medication, that can be bought with no prescription, and that would be lethal in a certain dose (also, what dose)?
I really am at rock bottom, and just want to end it all...
I was thinking about methods, but some sort of pills would be the most suitable and accessible for me.
The other alternative would have been, to jump from a high building, but that would be quite hard to accomplish (because my survival instincts would kick in, most likely, and I couldn't jump) and also, because, the tallest buildings in my town are only 10 story tall, and even if I would jump from the top, it wouldn't guarantee that I die, and I absolutely do not want to survive and be in a wheelchair or bed or something for the rest of my life...like, hitting my neck and being paralyzed from neck down...that would be worse than death (and also, I could not try again if I fail).
Also, drowning is off the table, I find it very painful. And the rope is out of question too, since that can be very long and painful too, sometimes, and also a gruesome picture to whoever finds me...
So if anyone knows of any pills or something of sort that can work, or maybe any onther good (not painful) method, please let me know.
Thank You!