Method Pills + partial hang

[Lordsudbury]

Heading to the store today to get supplies; plan is partial suspension hang on my roof with a dog leash after ingesting a bunch of sleeping pills to override any involuntary motions that might make me stand up or fidget.

Thoughts?

About me: my life spiraled into disaster after a breakup on my birthday in April, crumbling my career, social life and mental health. The guilt and shame surrounding me is unending to deal with everyday.

I went traveling; now I am effectively stuck as a geopolitical prisoner in Mexico (not bad tbh lol) since Ottawa is back on lockdown and I have to self qua for 14 days if I do get back. Either way, life will never be the same and the PTSD is unbearable. I'm going to burn through all my life savings during this sojourn and life will never get back to my version of normal. I'm 32.

 

[WornOutLife]

Good plan. What's more, I tried pills + partial hanging last August and failed because the pills had an effect on me faster than expected and couldn't manage to get the rope to hang myself. I was in a comma for two days and now my life is kinda hell because I have no freedom.

So, make sure not to make my mistake and take the pills and stay close to the dog leash to hang yourself (although I think a leash might hurt too much? It's up to you)

 

[Lordsudbury]

Good plan. What's more, I tried pills + partial hanging last August and failed because the pills had an effect on me faster than expected and couldn't manage to get the rope to hang myself. I was in a comma for two days and now my life is kinda hell because I have no freedom.

So, make sure not to make my mistake and take the pills and stay close to the dog leash to hang yourself (although I think a leash might hurt too much? It's up to you)

The leashes we have here are very good for it. They create a natural loop by definition and have a good tension and soft feel while maintaining being a rope .
Any tips on sleeping pills though ie how many is too many, what type, how long they kick in etc? I've only ODd on them once a long time ago (last breakup lol). And I was on seroquel this summer, 25mg pill took me out in an hour.

 

[WornOutLife]

The leashes we have here are very good for it. They create a natural loop by definition and have a good tension and soft feel while maintaining being a rope .
Any tips on sleeping pills though ie how many is too many, what type, how long they kick in etc? I've only ODd on them once a long time ago (last breakup lol). And I was on seroquel this summer, 25mg pill took me out in an hour.

I had lots of different pills but as for the sleeping ones, they were clonazepam and I had a total amount of 30mg and feel asleep like in 25 minutes while I was writing some goodbye letters :(

 

[Lordsudbury]

I had lots of different pills but as for the sleeping ones, they were clonazepam and I had a total amount of 30mg and feel asleep like in 25 minutes while I was writing some goodbye letters :(

But then you went into a dangerous coma? So 30mg was way too much or?

Also thinking about drinking alcohol with it.

 

[WornOutLife]

But then you went into a dangerous coma? So 30mg was way too much or?

Also thinking about drinking alcohol with it.

Apart from that, I had a lot of other pills such as carbamazepina, aripiprazol, sertralyne and lamotrigyne! Just wanted to make sure of passing out and it worked but got me passing out before I could hang.

Also, I drank alcohol. Beer exactly. Like 4 cans.

 

[Lordsudbury]

Apart from that, I had a lot of other pills such as carbamazepina, aripiprazol, sertralyne and lamotrigyne! Just wanted to make sure of passing out and it worked but got me passing out before I could hang.

Also, I drank alcohol. Beer exactly. Like 4 cans.

Jeez what are all those lol. I don't know how people can remember all these drug names and stuff lol. In Canada we don't have a big drug culture so it sounds very foreign to me.

 

[Lordsudbury]

Apart from that, I had a lot of other pills such as carbamazepina, aripiprazol, sertralyne and lamotrigyne! Just wanted to make sure of passing out and it worked but got me passing out before I could hang.

Also, I drank alcohol. Beer exactly. Like 4 cans.

I tried getting all those drugs today but they won't serve me them without a doctor's note.

So I think I'll just try to get really drunk and do it.