• Hey Guest,

    We wanted to share a quick update with the community.

    Our public expense ledger is now live, allowing anyone to see how donations are used to support the ongoing operation of the site.

    👉 View the ledger here

    Over the past year, increased regulatory pressure in multiple regions like UK OFCOM and Australia's eSafety has led to higher operational costs, including infrastructure, security, and the need to work with more specialized service providers to keep the site online and stable.

    If you value the community and would like to help support its continued operation, donations are greatly appreciated. If you wish to donate via Bank Transfer or other options, please open a ticket.

    Donate via cryptocurrency:

    Bitcoin (BTC):
    Ethereum (ETH):
    Monero (XMR):
divinemistress87

divinemistress87

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,913
How does your depression effect you physically? Like I'm always tired and dizzy. What about you?
 
  • Like
Reactions: _Gollum_ and karmaisabitch
etrnllxid

etrnllxid

blunt
Aug 9, 2023
55
My muscles have atrophied since I don't work out anymore, at times I can be neglectful of my hygiene and ik that shows but other than the war in my mind that's really it for me.
 
  • Like
  • Hugs
Reactions: Ksmиda, _Gollum_, karmaisabitch and 1 other person
delta.sigma

delta.sigma

Spiritual Warrior
Jun 17, 2023
33
Sometimes I feel so devoid of energy it's difficult to get out of bed, or to do anything at all. Even the most simplest tasks can be really challenging.
However, unlike many a sock puppet, I'm surprisingly fortunate with my recently neglected exercising. My body naturally retains structure. :sunglasses:
 
Last edited:
  • Like
Reactions: karmaisabitch and divinemistress87
Seele

Seele

Sayonara
Apr 25, 2024
150
I'm bipolar and perhaps bipolar depression can be different from the more well-known depression. When I'm depressed I become apathetic, and I can't feel my body sometimes, I feel no pain and no physical pleasure. Sometimes I hurt myself and I didn't realize the wound until I saw it. I bleed? I'm completely without energy and I want to sleep.
 
  • Like
  • Hugs
Reactions: karmaisabitch and divinemistress87
divinemistress87

divinemistress87

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,913
I'm bipolar and perhaps bipolar depression can be different from the more well-known depression. When I'm depressed I become apathetic, and I can't feel my body sometimes, I feel no pain and no physical pleasure. Sometimes I hurt myself and I didn't realize the wound until I saw it. I bleed? I'm completely without energy and I want to sleep.
Do you usually experience mania?
 
  • Like
Reactions: Seele and karmaisabitch
Seele

Seele

Sayonara
Apr 25, 2024
150
Do you usually experience mania?
It's not something I can control so to speak, it can last days to years, but last time I was in mania for 3 months and when I entered here on the site it was changing to depression, but honestly it's something totally destructive for the people you care about. I prefer, although I hate depression, I even prefer being depressed, I only hurt myself.
 
Angst Filled Fuck Up

Angst Filled Fuck Up

Illuminati
Sep 9, 2018
3,144
I am fatigued and lightheaded 24/7. It feels like there are weights tied to my limbs. My cognition is also horrible - I feel totally brainfogged and spaced out.
 
  • Like
Reactions: Pluto, divinemistress87 and _Gollum_
divinemistress87

divinemistress87

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,913
It's not something I can control so to speak, it can last days to years, but last time I was in mania for 3 months and when I entered here on the site it was changing to depression, but honestly it's something totally destructive for the people you care about. I prefer, although I hate depression, I even prefer being depressed, I only hurt myself.
My dear friend suffers from bipolar I'm sorry to hear that
 
  • Like
Reactions: Seele
No_Lxve

No_Lxve

it's always better to cease to exist
Apr 14, 2023
75
significant weight gain, i barely sleep, bad mood everyday. i think someone said brainfogged and spaced out, which is relatable as hell. much love to you guys tho
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: divinemistress87
AkaRed

AkaRed

Come on! Let’s go, we’ll make our future together.
Apr 20, 2023
251
I've found myself extremely fatigued, and I think I get headaches easily now. This has impacted me socially a lot because most days it feels as if the energy has been physically sucked out of me. Even when I don't want it to be.

I'm also more faint and dizzy than I used to be, but that's also impacted by my ED.

<3
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: divinemistress87

Similar threads

MonochromeMind
Replies
3
Views
40
Suicide Discussion
MonochromeMind
MonochromeMind
S
Replies
7
Views
234
Suicide Discussion
SuicidalCurryBoy
S
Naz667
Replies
7
Views
206
Suicide Discussion
Alpacachino
Alpacachino
S
Replies
3
Views
208
Suicide Discussion
Macedonian1987
Macedonian1987