Phenobarbital

[Lizzie]

I know it has been discussed before, but i'm desperate. I've never had an attempt, because even tho I'm sure I want to die, i want my first attempt to be my last, this means, to succeed. In my country you must be at least 35 to legally acquire a firearm, this would be my preferred method since it seems to be quick and successful (if you know where to aim).

But i'm getting everyday sicker from life. I just can't stand it anymore. I was researching phenobarbital, since pentobarbital is not an option available for me, of course. My doctor prescribed me clonazepam, and i found out recently that i can buy 100 mg phenobarbital pills without prescription. I was wondering if a mix of 100 mg clonazepam + 10,000 mg of pheno and a decent amount of, idk, vodka? Would be enough for me to die quickly. I live with my parents, but maybe i could rent an airbnb or something for the weekend. I was also thinking on ingesting anti nausea meds before the lethal dose. And, based on a case of a collective suicide, it seems like using a plastic bag and covering your head should make things quicker.

I don't want to die in pain. This method sounds scary and probably it involves pain, confusion and desperation, and there is a chance of surviving, but i can't think of anything else.

Maybe i could add SN to the mix, to ensure that i die one way or another. Dying scares me, ngl, but staying alive scares me too. I know that the hate i feel towards myself will only increase, the shame of being a failure, the self isolation. I just can't stop ruining my life, and i hate society, the way you have to be a slave and struggle to have a roof over your head, food, a decent life.

Can someone provide me with a method that is not that painful but is reliable so i don't end up failing and just fucking my life even more?

 

[R. A.]

I'm scrapping my entire reply cause I thought I'd do a cursory search for you (you'll be able to search at 6 posts) and share the results, and what I found led me to eat my hat. The more you know!

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/phenobarbital.88594/

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/phenobarbital-available.91147/

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/thoughts-on-phenobarbital.100999/

 

[jodes2]

SN is reliable, and is like going for a stiff run with a bad hangover for 20 minutes. Hope that helps - but also I hope you give it some serious thought too, things often get better. I hope this isn't too much of a pro-lifer sentiment for this site

 

[Amccorm2]

SN is reliable, and is like going for a stiff run with a bad hangover for 20 minutes. Hope that helps - but also I hope you give it some serious thought too, things often get better. I hope this isn't too much of a pro-lifer sentiment for this site

Best description I've seen of the effects of SN yet!!

 

[eldiablo666]

I have the exact same feelings. I feel I can make it but for what? What's my motivation? To excel among monsters? Among pure trash that step on bodies in order to succeed?
To live among people with zero moral values that worship the devil?

 

[well2hell]

I know it has been discussed before, but i'm desperate. I've never had an attempt, because even tho I'm sure I want to die, i want my first attempt to be my last, this means, to succeed. In my country you must be at least 35 to legally acquire a firearm, this would be my preferred method since it seems to be quick and successful (if you know where to aim).

But i'm getting everyday sicker from life. I just can't stand it anymore. I was researching phenobarbital, since pentobarbital is not an option available for me, of course. My doctor prescribed me clonazepam, and i found out recently that i can buy 100 mg phenobarbital pills without prescription. I was wondering if a mix of 100 mg clonazepam + 10,000 mg of pheno and a decent amount of, idk, vodka? Would be enough for me to die quickly. I live with my parents, but maybe i could rent an airbnb or something for the weekend. I was also thinking on ingesting anti nausea meds before the lethal dose. And, based on a case of a collective suicide, it seems like using a plastic bag and covering your head should make things quicker.

I don't want to die in pain. This method sounds scary and probably it involves pain, confusion and desperation, and there is a chance of surviving, but i can't think of anything else.

Maybe i could add SN to the mix, to ensure that i die one way or another. Dying scares me, ngl, but staying alive scares me too. I know that the hate i feel towards myself will only increase, the shame of being a failure, the self isolation. I just can't stop ruining my life, and i hate society, the way you have to be a slave and struggle to have a roof over your head, food, a decent life.

Can someone provide me with a method that is not that painful but is reliable so i don't end up failing and just fucking my life even more?

Phenobarbital, like pentobarbital and thiopental, is a very peaceful way to go. 10g is a lethal dose, though potentiation with alcohol seems to be important.

Unfortunately, its major limitation is that it takes a long time to act — up to 3 days (72h) before death occurs. You would need to ensure that you are alone and that noone might check up on you during this time.