Hello,
I attempted various methods for suicide. Psychiatric drugs are very lame and don't kill. Stabbing my throat and hoping to bleed to death wasn't really as I imagined. I even tried fentanyl, not really attempt, but I don't like effects and mechanism of suicide it has. Nembutal is extremely or rather impossible hard to get. I do live quite close to Switzerland and their organizations are option, but best one is secretive exinternational. I did sent them inquiry, but I wonder if they will even reply or understand english (since german is chinese for me). So I wonder what's really wrong with phenobarbital (slower acting, anti-seizure drug)?
As I have read in PPH, 10g of phenobarbital (I can easily obtain 12g of it) is enough. It's advised to potentiate it with sodium carbonate, easy and cheap to obtain. I don't know exactly about 1g Dilantin, might be harder. And as for oxazepam or nitrazepam I can convince my doc to prescribe it and accumulate during year. Alcohol I don't really like, but I could potentiate it with it. (Antiemetics also easily obtainable)
So my main question would be... What's wrong with this method?
As I read: "there is no rapid loss of consciousness" and time to death is quite longer than from Nembutal.
Is there anything else different from Nembutal? I guess issue is that you don't get sleepy suddenly and instantly, but you get more and more tired until you drop in coma. Which might mean more time to "change mind". Is that it? If that's problem, I don't worry, because I didn't consider 1 second to call ER or family when I took fent and almost died. So I won't change my mind. And as for time to death, I could ensure some 12-18 hours of lone time, maybe even 24 hours. Even if not, it can be done in woods, where you have all time you want.
So what do you think? Would that be okay option? Is it maybe underestimated?
Please comment! Thanks!
I attempted various methods for suicide. Psychiatric drugs are very lame and don't kill. Stabbing my throat and hoping to bleed to death wasn't really as I imagined. I even tried fentanyl, not really attempt, but I don't like effects and mechanism of suicide it has. Nembutal is extremely or rather impossible hard to get. I do live quite close to Switzerland and their organizations are option, but best one is secretive exinternational. I did sent them inquiry, but I wonder if they will even reply or understand english (since german is chinese for me). So I wonder what's really wrong with phenobarbital (slower acting, anti-seizure drug)?
As I have read in PPH, 10g of phenobarbital (I can easily obtain 12g of it) is enough. It's advised to potentiate it with sodium carbonate, easy and cheap to obtain. I don't know exactly about 1g Dilantin, might be harder. And as for oxazepam or nitrazepam I can convince my doc to prescribe it and accumulate during year. Alcohol I don't really like, but I could potentiate it with it. (Antiemetics also easily obtainable)
So my main question would be... What's wrong with this method?
As I read: "there is no rapid loss of consciousness" and time to death is quite longer than from Nembutal.
Is there anything else different from Nembutal? I guess issue is that you don't get sleepy suddenly and instantly, but you get more and more tired until you drop in coma. Which might mean more time to "change mind". Is that it? If that's problem, I don't worry, because I didn't consider 1 second to call ER or family when I took fent and almost died. So I won't change my mind. And as for time to death, I could ensure some 12-18 hours of lone time, maybe even 24 hours. Even if not, it can be done in woods, where you have all time you want.
So what do you think? Would that be okay option? Is it maybe underestimated?
Please comment! Thanks!
