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tevel
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- Oct 25, 2020
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I have 12g Phenobarbital, 300mg Diazepam and 500 mcg Fentanyl patch - much more than I need. I also have Meto, and no problem for me to make sure nobody will find me for 3-4 days. I weigh only 45 kg. No tolerance.
But from some reason I still have a fear of failing. Maybe bcz I failed twice in the past (by using other methods).
When I ask myself what can go wrong, the only thing I can think about is the bitter taste. I'm afraid that because of the bitter taste of the crushed pills, I will not be able to swallow everything fast enough before I fall asleep. About the Fentanyl, I don't know if it's really painless to use so much at once, maybe I will stop breathing before I fall asleep?
I plan to take 9g Pheno, 300mg Diazepam, 1 patch of 100 mcg Fenta, and of course Meto - That supposed to be more than enough and I want to decrease the chance of vomiting.
Maybe somebody here will be able to help me with some questions:
Do you have any clue how long do I have to swallow everything before I fall asleep?
Do you have any idea about the Fenta patch? When does it start to take effect? What is the feeling after using a lot at once?
According to 'Guide to a Humane Self-Chosen Death' ones should take 6g Pheno & 300mg Diazepam, but if I have more Pheno, is it not better than Diazepam?
What might fail in this method?
I will appreciate any idea or experience you have...
But from some reason I still have a fear of failing. Maybe bcz I failed twice in the past (by using other methods).
When I ask myself what can go wrong, the only thing I can think about is the bitter taste. I'm afraid that because of the bitter taste of the crushed pills, I will not be able to swallow everything fast enough before I fall asleep. About the Fentanyl, I don't know if it's really painless to use so much at once, maybe I will stop breathing before I fall asleep?
I plan to take 9g Pheno, 300mg Diazepam, 1 patch of 100 mcg Fenta, and of course Meto - That supposed to be more than enough and I want to decrease the chance of vomiting.
Maybe somebody here will be able to help me with some questions:
Do you have any clue how long do I have to swallow everything before I fall asleep?
Do you have any idea about the Fenta patch? When does it start to take effect? What is the feeling after using a lot at once?
According to 'Guide to a Humane Self-Chosen Death' ones should take 6g Pheno & 300mg Diazepam, but if I have more Pheno, is it not better than Diazepam?
What might fail in this method?
I will appreciate any idea or experience you have...