Discussion Petty Things to CTB for.

[Its911]

For me it would have to be laundry, i hate doing laundry and guess what today is, laundry day :(

 

[Meretlein]

I don't know if this is petty (my selfish family told me it is) but I was left with permanent scarring at the front of my head following an injury. Wearing a hat hides it but I can't stand it.

 

[Its911]

I don't know if this is petty (my selfish family told me it is) but I was left with permanent scarring at the front of my head following an injury. Wearing a hat hides it but I can't stand it.

I have a really bad scar on my right cheek in my face, but i cant hide it i wish i could tho.

 

[FTL.Wanderer]

There was a bakery right outside the gates nearest my college dorm that sold the best cookies I've ever had in my life (ossi di morti). I've never since found their equal or been able to replicate them from any recipe. Life without those cookies...

 

[Redt2go]

Failing a test

 

[Taylor]

Thanks for reminding me to finish my laundry

 

[Circles]

For me it would have to be laundry, i hate doing laundry and guess what today is, laundry day :(

I don't consider it petty by all means but just how boring and mundane life is especially if you have chronic pain and preforming anything to deter it constantly feels like an uphill battle. Laying in bed watching tv or playing with my phone all the fucking time doesn't sound like much of a life to me especially when each year wasted on doing nothing with your life makes it harder to get out of it like quicksand.

 

[ShadowOfTheDay]

For me it would have to be laundry, i hate doing laundry and guess what today is, laundry day :(

Sorry for your loss ):

 

[Marc]

I don't know if this is petty (my selfish family told me it is) but I was left with permanent scarring at the front of my head following an injury. Wearing a hat hides it but I can't stand it.

I know prolonged Fasting cleared up scars on my skin. I read this book by Dr. Herbert Shelton called The Science And Fine Art of Fasting which helped me a lot. One thing if you decide to fast please don't jump into it without doing research as that can be dangerous.
I hope this helps.

 

[21Neberg]

My pettiest reason is just that I'm ugly and that I'm sure I'll never get over my ex and that I'll never find someone else because of that lol.

 

[FTL.Wanderer]

My pettiest reason is just that I'm ugly and that I'm sure I'll never get over my ex and that I'll never find someone else because of that lol.

I don't want to be presumptuous but don't know how to interpret the "lol." It's horrifying to me that in a culture with so much (wealth, technology, food, people...) we have these problems of resources distribution that seem to result from personal freedoms. A few have and hoard vastly more than they need and others are dying because they can't get enough despite struggling to. One of those resources is companionship. Being born randomly into the "wrong" body can deny you simple affection, kindness, even help from your community when you desperately need it. It's like a cruel, absurd joke. But I totally get why someone would want to die because they'd been chronically deprived of meaningful human companionship. With respect, I don't think that's a petty reason for wanting to die at all. Quite the contrary.

Sorry...

 

[21Neberg]

I don't want to be presumptuous but don't know how to interpret the "lol." It's horrifying to me that in a culture with so much (wealth, technology, food, people...) we have these problems of resources distribution that seem to result from personal freedoms. A few have and hoard vastly more than they need and others are dying because they can't get enough despite struggling to. One of those resources is companionship. Being born randomly into the "wrong" body can deny you simple affection, kindness, even help from your community when you desperately need it. It's like a cruel, absurd joke. But I totally get why someone would want to die because they'd been chronically deprived of meaningful human companionship. With respect, I don't think that's a petty reason for wanting to die at all. Quite the contrary.

Sorry...

Ofcourse it's not a good reason. This thread asked for the 'pettiest' reason, after all. I know why I want to die, however I'm not going to type out that autobiography here because no one would be interested. This isn't my main reason.

 

[FTL.Wanderer]

Ofcourse it's not a good reason. This thread asked for the 'pettiest' reason, after all. I know why I want to die, however I'm not going to type out that autobiography here because no one would be interested. This isn't my main reason.

I think I miscommunicated something. I'd normally drop it here but because the issue you raised (chronic societal rejection due to judgements of involuntary appearance) is so important to me, I want to make sure it's clear that I meant I do think this is a valid reason for some to not want to be alive. Hope I didn't offend. Peace.

 

[21Neberg]

I think I miscommunicated something. I'd normally drop it here but because the issue you raised (chronic societal rejection due to judgements of involuntary appearance) is so important to me, I want to make sure it's clear that I meant I do think this is a valid reason for some to not want to be alive. Hope I didn't offend. Peace.

Ofcourse you didn't offend! I think I am the one who must have misinterpreted things. No problems.

 

[AhG]

To get more sleep.
To not do laundry and possibly to get more sleep.

 

[Lady black]

If you hang yourself, it would be if you want to get an erection, while hanging to death

 

[Samuel]

For me it would have to be laundry, i hate doing laundry and guess what today is, laundry day :(

Lol

 

[AveryConure]

I honestly was doing at least ok on not falling into the ctb thoughts a lot until I had to be reminded that the Sonic movie exists and I had to remind myself to try to get hit by a bus before November 6th.

Damn I think I won another of these threads just mentioning Sonic again. Christ.

 

[GeorgeEastman]

My suckass car makes me wish I was dead.

Should run a damn hose from the tailpipe and get 'er done.

 

[TheGoodGuy]

When the sink is semi clocked up and a few weeks back when I had to have the old disgusting water filter changed on the water tap because it was so blocked the water would go everywhere, extremely petty I know but it reminds me how poor I am that I have to live in a shitty place like this when any rich person could just give me 3 million dollars even the government could do it and they wouldn´t even feel it to them it would be like losing a penny.

And like right now it´s raining outside and when my window is open and the cars drive by it´s so loud especially because them driving on wet roads makes everything so much louder and I have to pause what I am watching otherwise I won´t hear what they say.

 

[bigj75]

When my fried chicken is dry.

 

[Apollo D. Ryker]

My pettiest reason is just that I'm ugly and that I'm sure I'll never get over my ex and that I'll never find someone else because of that lol.

It is better to have loved and lost than it is to have never loved at all... Apparently. But I hear you on the ugly thing.

 

[ThisIsTheEnd...]

Probably inappropriate and very pathetic, but getting friendzoned...again. Guess I'll never learn!

 

[21Neberg]

It is better to have loved and lost than it is to have never loved at all... Apparently. But I hear you on the ugly thing.

Perhaps. It's something I wonder about sometimes because now it's over I'm filled with regrets and thoughts of her - is that really better?

 

[noonetoo]

When I can't even fit in or make friends on a suicide server. Does trigger... (not referring to here although the luck has felt low)

 

[Apollo D. Ryker]

Perhaps. It's something I wonder about sometimes because now it's over I'm filled with regrets and thoughts of her - is that really better?

I can only tell you that I have never known a woman that felt the same way. I don't know anything about you or her, so let's say that it was real. That she loved you as much as you loved her, or maybe it's present tense for you both, I don't know. The point is it's possible you had something that was real, for both of you.

I don't remember where I picked this up from, but there is an idea that life's brevity is what makes it so beautiful. That because at any moment we could take our last breath. And that final breath will be the sweetest of all. Or something to that effect.

I'm saying that to say this, when your final breath is taken, at least you know you had something with someone, even if it was brief. You tasted something that "most folks" never will. Myself included.

And on that note, A needs to hurry the fuck up with that N.

 

[Numbtopain97]

when i get a bad haircut

 

[Ruffian]

Just my hair in general, which I will probably have to ask a mod to remove this comment later. I'm paranoid it's so bad as to be personally identifiable.

 

[Rocksandsand]

Having to shower. I'm depressed and everything is an effort, but fuck me, showering can get fucked. All that standing.

 

[Ruffian]

Having to shower. I'm depressed and everything is an effort, but fuck me, showering can get fucked. All that standing.

Right now I am going back and forth between showering and ctb. It us such a huge chore.