Does anyone not want to commit suicide because they dont want too upset the person finding them. I want to die but feel bad for the stranger who would find me. I want too hang in the woods.How can I not feel bad about this situation. What if it's a child. Totally fucked off with how my mind works.
Life_and_Death
Do what's best for you 🕯️ Sometimes I'm stressed
- Jul 1, 2020
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yeah....but thats why if i do im going to let someone know at the last possible second. be far enough away the cops and paramedics cant get to me in time and give the person my destination. risky, yes, but it wont be a surprise to anyone. however it needs PERFECT timing
Yeah I'm really torn up about the idea of my loving parents finding me, I was going to drive somewhere and do it but for reasons I won't get into I can't and Personnaly I'd like to die in the comfort of my own home and bed too. But yeah the guilt does still get to me.
I often thought it would be great to find a SAFE place to do it, build a pyre and set it alight while doing something that will quickly kill or denser me unconious at the very least. That way I could give myself my own Viking style funeral and return to nature xD
Though also I know my family would want to give me a propper funeral as a way to say goodbye so that's not an option for me. Plus I'm too lazy to build a pyre.
I often thought it would be great to find a SAFE place to do it, build a pyre and set it alight while doing something that will quickly kill or denser me unconious at the very least. That way I could give myself my own Viking style funeral and return to nature xD
Though also I know my family would want to give me a propper funeral as a way to say goodbye so that's not an option for me. Plus I'm too lazy to build a pyre.
Life_and_Death
Do what's best for you 🕯️ Sometimes I'm stressed
- Jul 1, 2020
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well....what age are we talking about exactly? i lived in the woods most of my life so i actually spend a lot of time in there going a bit deeper then i probably should have. i wasnt like 5 miles back and i knew what i was doing and i could have if i wanted to...but bears and coyotes lol
If I do it in my apartment it will likely be a police officer which is fine they are trained for that shit. If I rent a cabin to make sure I'm not found too soon then ya it might be a cabin employee. Interesting conundrum.
I mean children age 10+ who are allowed out on there own. Its not only children. I think it would be awful for anyone finding a hanging body. If police are phoned by me due to a phone call that's well dodgy in case they find you in time. Euthanasia would solve all this bullshit. Good people trying to do the right thing.
Lady black
35 male, central Europe, German speaking
- Oct 22, 2018
- 1,192
I´ve made my self a "hood" for my hanging, so that the person thta will find me, will not see my hanged face, I think thta makes it a bit better. Prisoners have to wear such a hood at hanging executions, not to shock the audience.
Deleted member 18655
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- Jun 4, 2020
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Yup! I want the person who finds me to be at least someone who's trained in trauma. I found an email address (after a lot of searching) for emailing the emergency services in my city. I'm going to send them a delayed email so they're the first ones to find me.
I'm also toying with the idea of sending a delayed email to my brother's best friend who's a police officer (or asking the first responders to contact him first?) Because he'll at least know how to break the news and will do it best, because he knows the family.
It's the least I can do..?
I'm also toying with the idea of sending a delayed email to my brother's best friend who's a police officer (or asking the first responders to contact him first?) Because he'll at least know how to break the news and will do it best, because he knows the family.
It's the least I can do..?
muffin222
Enlightened
- Mar 31, 2020
- 1,188
Yes. That's one factor that stops me in my tracks. I know it will absolutely devastate the person who finds me
woxihuanni
Illuminated
- Aug 19, 2019
- 3,299
It is the one joy I find in my death that the person who is going to discover me will have a bad day afterwards. Hope I will look as devastating as possible. (It is a particular person, not random stranger.)
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Deleted member 17949
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- May 9, 2020
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I am doing a decapitation via drop hanging by a busy road. It will be pretty much silent at 4am when I do it, but some random person will find me. It's sad to think about but I just can't keep going anymore.
Ghassane
Feral kitten
- Mar 8, 2020
- 117
I'm sorry but it seems that ur not ready for death if u have such a concern, maybe u should wait more.
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I don't think worrying about scaring people for life after you are gone is a reason to not be ready to die. That's just a lack of care for your fellow human. Alot of us don't want to die because we hate everyone else, we want to go out causing as little suffering to others as possible aswell as ourselves.
You mean the fact I dont want too scar someone for life means I dont want too die. I do want too. I just worry about others. If I was healthy I'd be horrified finding a body. Would you be horrified ?
