"Perfect" last exit?

[virginiawoolf86]

I'm just curious as to how you would spend your last day. Details down to how you would CTB.

 

[person123]

Nothing special, I don't care about suicide notes and last meals. Just do it.

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

I'm just curious as to how you would spend your last day. Details down to how you would CTB.

You first.

And I want details.

 

[KleinerWolf]

Live my last day with the trolls crawling back under their bridge.
Referring to to Person123 and alike.

 

[person123]

Live my last day with the trolls crawling back under their bridge.
Referring to to Person123 and alike.

Oh boy, you declared a war on me.

 

[Deleted member 17949]

Nothing in particular ngl. Just get all the info needed to make sure the method works and go. Maybe eat a burger first since burgers are nice.

 

[virginiawoolf86]

I would wake up with the sun. Eat a big breakfast of pancakes and coffee. Lounge in my favorite spot by the beach and read a bit of Shirley Jackson. I would try and spend as much time with my family that day. Exploring the coast during a day trip. I'd get my favorite meal from my favorite restaurant. I'd spend the night watching the sunset with my loved ones. I already have a couple of notes written out. So I would just leave those in a place where they can find them without finding me. Make sure that they know I love them, that I don't want a sad funeral (e.g colorful clothes, music). And to make sure that they don't resucitate me in case brain damage is prevelent. CTB by gunshot to the head.

I should note that all of this is possible, except the gun part. I have no access to one. So I probably have to pick something far more miserable. It's the only thing stopping me.

@GoodPersonEffed

 

[KleinerWolf]

Oh boy, you declared a war on me.

You do you buddy.
Freedom of speech.
No hard feelings.

 

[person123]

You do you buddy.
Freedom of speech.
No hard feelings.

I'm a happy guy.

 

[Saed]

Same as usual,hanging out in the forums,checking and re-checking I haven't brainfarted over any aspect of the SN protocol.
Try not to make too many lame,tw4tty postings because my head is all over the place.
Compose a thread,apologising for all expressions of lame tw4tiness...
Bung someone in need the last few quid on my prepaid cc,so it doesn't get eaten up by the monthly fee when I'm dead.
Noone's gonna find me until the stink wafts out of the broken letterbox,so...

 

[person123]

If I am offline for over 3 months, then I'm dead.

 

[rikamonie]

crying and more crying probably, making sure my room is tidy so my mum doesnt have to do it when im gone, making sure my notes and whatever i want to say are written down, no last meals, no last whatevers, im not sure that i will even listen to music then i will send a goodbye message to my friend that i met on here if they havnt gone before me, then a message to the person i love to tell them goodnight, i will wait because i want to know their reaction even though i know its unlikely to change my mind, then i will hopefully prepare my SN or N and drink it, finally reset my phone to factory settings and pass out forever

 

[virginiawoolf86]

crying and more crying probably, making sure my room is tidy so my mum doesnt have to do it when im gone, making sure my notes and whatever i want to say are written down, no last meals, no last whatevers, im not sure that i will even listen to music then i will send a goodbye message to my friend that i met on here if they havnt gone before me, then a message to the person i love to tell them goodnight, i will wait because i want to know their reaction even though i know its unlikely to change my mind, then i will hopefully prepare my SN or N and drink it, finally reset my phone to factory settings and pass out forever

Where does one find SN or N?

 

[the-eternal]

i just want to spend my last day with my cat, giving him all the love i can muster before i go. i'm still unsure whether i'll leave a note or not. i wouldn't even know where to begin with this brain fog.

 

[Tiredsotired]

crying and more crying probably, making sure my room is tidy so my mum doesnt have to do it when im gone, making sure my notes and whatever i want to say are written down, no last meals, no last whatevers, im not sure that i will even listen to music then i will send a goodbye message to my friend that i met on here if they havnt gone before me, then a message to the person i love to tell them goodnight, i will wait because i want to know their reaction even though i know its unlikely to change my mind, then i will hopefully prepare my SN or N and drink it, finally reset my phone to factory settings and pass out forever

The music part had me thinking too, I'm not sure anymore. I was picturing my last moment on earth listening to my favorite songs, depending on my chosen method. Then I realized that music is actually what keeps me alive (and my cat). So if I listen to music before I ctb, it will only increase my SI because it'll remind me of how I'll miss it when I'm gone.

 

[Georgii]

I want to have at least half a day in quietness .. coffee and cigarettes.
A notebook to doodle and write my final thoughts by the river then let it in a box (the ones you rent with a code ) .I'd set a message with the code and where to find the notebook to be send at a time it would be safe to let them know .
In my fantasy in would be SN in the deep woods near an old factory ,but I cannot afford it so I've been thinking about the shallow water method , where the river is quite ..shallow and rarely ever see a person in that area .. or full hanging if I manage so sneakly buy the perfect rope for it :)

 

[virginiawoolf86]

"I do not fear death. I had been dead for billions and billions of years before I was born, and had not suffered the slightest inconvenience from it."

- Mark Twain

 

[bigdog]

I want to sell my flat and play in a casino before I do it just for fun

 

[KleinerWolf]

I want to sell my flat and play in a casino before I do it just for fun

I can't speak for you
but casinos sucks imo. To be fair, casino is just another form of escapism coping.
I mean hypothetically speaking if I'm ever going to commit suicide, what's the point of winning at a casino?
it's just pointless. If I have no one to inherit, I'd probably literally burn my money or donate to charity to help save animals or something
but maybe it's just me lol

 

[virginiawoolf86]

I can't speak for you
but casinos sucks imo. To be fair, casino is just another form of escapism coping.
I mean hypothetically speaking if I'm ever going to commit suicide, what's the point of winning at a casino?
it's just pointless. If I have no one to inherit, I'd probably literally burn my money or donate to charity to help save animals or something
but maybe it's just me lol

Lol. There's no real reason to do anything. But if you did win money at the casino, you could donate it like you said. And in such a way, you've made a difference.

 

[bigdog]

I just can't decide red or black... or zero

 

[KleinerWolf]

Lol. There's no real reason to do anything. But if you did win money at the casino, you could donate it like you said. And in such a way, you've made a difference.

I'd rather drown my sorrow with whiskey at a hotel before I take SN or something lmao.
Winning big at casino? lol
I'd rather believe I can fly.

I just can't decide red or black... or zero

It is impossible to predict random future event. Which is also why I've moved on but still so against it nowadays.
Gambling is like drugs, takes quite an enormous self-discipline to not get sucked right into it.
Be careful, thats all I can say.

 

[Alucard]

One day in Nature. Walk, run... and take N.

 

[mrj]

Idk, for some reason i never really "clicked" with the idea of making soemthing special on your last day. So i guess i would just chill and listen to good music while being in my own head (i dont expect thoughts to be easy on that day and it probably requires every bit of my small attention ^^)