coldeyes
the rumbling is comfy
- Jan 9, 2019
- 75
Anyone afraid that when you ctb, everybody will frame you as a loser? That life fucked you up and you gave up, when the truth is you find life sucks.
lostangel
Enlightened
- Mar 22, 2019
- 1,051
I have noticed people generally forget about those who ctb very quickly. You might be known as the guy who killed himself in your town. If it's a small enough area.
I don't think people will call you a ''loser''. I just think they will forget about you.
Plus you will be dead so there is no need to worry.
SpottedPanda
I'm all about coffee and cigarettes
- Jul 24, 2019
- 612
The good thing about being dead is that you're pretty much invincible when it comes to criticism. I've never been too transfixed on leaving a legacy, anyway.
HappyMstake
Not so happy as it turns out.
- May 29, 2020
- 170
Who cares anyway? You won't have to worry about what people think anymore, you'll be free from everyone's criticism and gossiping. Like what @lostangel said everyone will forget about you in due time.
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GoBack
Paragon
- Apr 25, 2020
- 997
randomz
Specialist
- Nov 4, 2019
- 395
well I am not exactly afraid as...you know, after death There should be no more feelings including fear. But I do think people will frame me as a loser. Not only because I CTBed but because of my life choices when I was alive.
Helpneedtips
Member
- Jun 5, 2020
- 30
For me, another good thing about ctb is that i no longer need to give a shit about what people think: if im gone, whatever they say won't have any effect on me. There's no social consequence to it.
Either way, I don't think you should worry too much about it. People tend to not speak bad of the dead and actively shush/scold people who say bad things or bring up bad memories about dead people. In addition, suicide is kinda a taboo topic for many cultures, so it won't be brought up as much
Either way, I don't think you should worry too much about it. People tend to not speak bad of the dead and actively shush/scold people who say bad things or bring up bad memories about dead people. In addition, suicide is kinda a taboo topic for many cultures, so it won't be brought up as much
Bct
Disqualified from Being Human
- Apr 20, 2020
- 419
I'm already a loser now. Since I won't hear any opinions after I'm dying, it doesn't matter if they're talking behind my back.
ugly_loser2008
Member
- Jul 30, 2018
- 73
yeah im already a loser so it doesnt matter.
Brick In The Wall
2M Or Not 2B.
- Oct 30, 2019
- 25,158
This about sums it up for me. I'd prefer if people label me with negative connotations so that it's easier for them to move on.
I think to myself that when I succeed, I'll be at the finish line watching people struggling in this meaningless rat race. This fact compensates for whatever people might have to say.
Dead beat dad
Enlightened
- Mar 5, 2019
- 1,030
Maybe they will.
How many of us here label ourselves as losers anyway?
Is it okay to call myself a loser but not okay for others to do it?
Or if I label myself a loser this somehow protects me from the labelling of others?
Not everyone gets dealt a great hand, some people play the hand well and some don't, some don't know how to play and have no one to teach them.
To label someone a loser because they CTB is misguided, and honestly if someone was prepared to take that view of me, I couldn't really give a flying fuck, they've not walked in my shoes.
Peace to you brother
DBD
*edit to add: being dead is a problem for other people so what does it matter
Despondent
Archangel
- Dec 20, 2019
- 6,777
If they consider me a loser, I'm dead so I wouldn't care or even know to care. In the moment I ctb, I do care if I consider myself a loser because I lost in this life
K-O
FU(KOFFEE
- Apr 16, 2020
- 1,462
not true at all imo.. (well maybe cause it has been an enormous part of my life) if someone who i love respect or has have a meaningful input to me ctb they are at the very top of my emotional and mental relationship with my self throughout my life. its an ongoing dialog..
my version of success is being true to your self.
and taking your own life is one of the most powerful statement one could ever make.
people that dont speak the same language can easily bs label.. its redundant and honestly fundamentally wrong and just too easy..
tbh i get relieved when people that dont speak my language\get me talk rubbish.. its another conformation that your life is your own and other wankers will not 'save you' and it can help put you in a cleaner state of mind and also give you strength if you can use it to your benefit. x
I already consider myself a loser, so it would only prove that I was right.
coldeyes
the rumbling is comfy
- Jan 9, 2019
- 75
Not talking about having a bad card in life. Talking about the guy who can go out there, play the life game. And win. The guy with all it takes to play. But won't
Like it's all meaninglessness. In high school guy scores E, then mocked by guy scores A. Then score A to show he can. Guys score homes, kids, cars, big jobs, our guy does it to prove it's no big deal. Then guy gets bored. But they may think guy is a loser when he thinks they're the losers? Most people struggle so hard and fight for what's so easy to get and be. That's my point
Like it's all meaninglessness. In high school guy scores E, then mocked by guy scores A. Then score A to show he can. Guys score homes, kids, cars, big jobs, our guy does it to prove it's no big deal. Then guy gets bored. But they may think guy is a loser when he thinks they're the losers? Most people struggle so hard and fight for what's so easy to get and be. That's my point
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K-O
FU(KOFFEE
- Apr 16, 2020
- 1,462
tbh i dont use 'the bad card' analogy.. wtf does that even mean? everything is subjective innit..
some view me as the have it all girl.. so f what?
its a meaningless projection..
"i have it all" and "dont play" is maybe what most people think of me..
maybe i 'have' what they think they want.
next-season .?
Member
- May 28, 2020
- 53
K-O
FU(KOFFEE
- Apr 16, 2020
- 1,462
thats the filthy mind fuck.. the 'except your self part'..
i never feel comforted by other peoples good take on me.. i dissociate.. it just hits and drips off me..
funny (fascinating) that others can 'allow them selves' to absorb love and strength from 'the good stuff' and i gobble up self destructive input like candy.. brain\heart washed by abusive mum?.. did she do me a huge solid? did she inject me with poison?.. ok'd my ctb go to?.. free me?..
dunnow any more..
weakness and strength .. thin line..
The most childish question really... Who the fuck cares? Its like you are secretly hoping that you somehow will still be around to listen what some morons have to say about you...
mpnf
Mental anguish..no more please.
- Oct 3, 2019
- 190
Can't care less when my life is over what people on this earth will think. Wherever I go, hellish existence or not, I know I'm not part of this craziness called my life anymore.
Yeah, I'm a loser ok, I'm pathetic and bla bla bla bla, but those that criticize me if they had my circumstances they would have killed themselves long time ago.
I'm not the best person in the world, but that is thanks to all the people I've encountered and yet I'm the one to blame and to pay for it.....with my life and the end of it all.
Yeah, I'm a loser ok, I'm pathetic and bla bla bla bla, but those that criticize me if they had my circumstances they would have killed themselves long time ago.
I'm not the best person in the world, but that is thanks to all the people I've encountered and yet I'm the one to blame and to pay for it.....with my life and the end of it all.
Acerakis
Carer
- Jun 5, 2020
- 142
In the UK at least there feels like a pretty big stigma about speaking ill of the dead no matter how they died, unless they were a right scum bag. Like the local news site has a really fucking venomous user base who comment some really nasty hateful things about anyone different to them and even they seem to manage to avoid saying anything horrible when there is a suicide reported.
ZardozOmega
Narcissist Gay NEET-cel
- Mar 4, 2020
- 718
Soul
gate gate paragate parasamgate bodhi svaha
- Apr 12, 2019
- 4,704
Sprite_Geist
NULL
- May 27, 2020
- 1,593
You're not a loser. To call someone a loser implies that there is some kind of opposite like a winner... But there isn't.
Life is not a race - there's no 1st place, 2nd place or last place; you're not going to be put on a podium based on how well you lived, or how hard you tried. Life isn't a video game were you get a cool achievment for completing it on Legendary mode - it's not bloody Halo! Life is temporary. Death consumes us all eventually, and when it does? Then that's it - nothing matters. So in a sense we all "lose" in the end.
Not just that, but if anyone does call you a loser then they are probably not nice people, so you shouldn't care about what they think.
Life is not a race - there's no 1st place, 2nd place or last place; you're not going to be put on a podium based on how well you lived, or how hard you tried. Life isn't a video game were you get a cool achievment for completing it on Legendary mode - it's not bloody Halo! Life is temporary. Death consumes us all eventually, and when it does? Then that's it - nothing matters. So in a sense we all "lose" in the end.
Not just that, but if anyone does call you a loser then they are probably not nice people, so you shouldn't care about what they think.
TAW122
Emissary of the right to die.
- Aug 30, 2018
- 6,831
I don't really care (nor will have the capacity to do so - because I would be dead) when I CTB. I am CTB'ing mainly to find peace (after living a mostly sucky, harrowing life of nearly three decades). What others think of me has no bearing on my decision to CTB.
heartslikeours
Member
- May 12, 2020
- 12
I've been a loser all my life and I will be one after death as well.
