Spectre
I am serious about not taking things seriously
- Nov 27, 2023
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People who use their real face as their SaSu profile pic are wild!
The thing is that there's no way to know, so much can go wrong. It's putting all your eggs in the same basket.dead soon for sure
Because there's people out there who would make your life even more impossible, and you gave away an unique identifier worse than IP???I don't see why I should care
Who would do that ? It's next to impossible to be anonymous those days and people know my situation already. Trolls can be blocked too. What do you assume would happen ? I've known plenty of people using their real name and face and absolutely nothing ever happened to them, who is going to care about a couple suicidal or struggling people ? If you're trying to hide it from people you know it makes sense but I'm not.Because there's people out there who would make your life even more impossible, and you gave away an unique identifier worse than IP???
It's much easier to track someone based on their face.
I get where u coming from. I think the op though only said this because of the recent traction this site has gotten from MSM. So maybe its a tongue in cheek way to protect people. Cause I mean some of us may find content here that makes us rethink/delay/put CTB off for good. And being 'found out' hurts all recovery chances. Just saying. Also no i am not a BBC plug (released a story today about this site). Fk those guys.Who would do that ? It's next to impossible to be anonymous those days and people know my situation already. Trolls can be blocked too. What do you assume would happen ? I've known plenty of people using their real name and face and absolutely nothing ever happened to them, who is going to care about a couple suicidal or struggling people ? If you're trying to hide it from people you know it makes sense but I'm not.
FC (iykyk). I am not someone who is deep on this site but I know for sure FC is. And I haven't seen posts from her as of late (maybe I will... just going through posts atm). And I know FC is in BBC land. So idk. Though FC was around the 1st to note the rise in pro-life commenters. They kinda ez to spot.....I think someone here did get doxxed. It's been awhile but they haven't been back. Not sure if they are still around.
What do you mean by "being found out hurts all recovery chances" ?i am all for self expression but in this day and age, where people from MSM like BBC and the like make us out to be the bad guys.... yh be careful on how much u will divulge esp if u kno
I get where u coming from. I think the op though only said this because of the recent traction this site has gotten from MSM. So maybe its a tongue in cheek way to protect people. Cause I mean some of us may find content here that makes us rethink/delay/put CTB off for good. And being 'found out' hurts all recovery chances. Just saying. Also no i am not a BBC plug (released a story today about this site). Fk those guys.
FC (iykyk). I am not someone who is deep on this site but I know for sure FC is. And I haven't seen posts from her as of late (maybe I will... just going through posts atm). And I know FC is in BBC land. So idk. Though FC was around the 1st to note the rise in pro-life commenters. They kinda ez to spot.....
SS commenter: I got the exit bag. Planning to CTB tonight when everyone in my family is asleep. Finally call an end to this life after years of abuse, neglect and bullying.
SS community: We hope its planned well. Whatever u do we hope for the best
pro-lifer trying to blend in: Why don't you take the day to think about it. U never know if you will change your mind or something happens to give u a different perspective on things.
FC: IMPOSTER!
pro-lifer and their BBC compatriots trying to hide they are imposters on the site: HOW DARE U! U INCEL! REPORT!
also pro-lifer and their BBC compatriots trying to further hide that they are imposters on the site: U ENCOURAGING CTB! U TAKE JOY IN OTHERS CTB! U SO DESPICABLE! U AND THE OTHERS THAT ENCOURAGE CTB ARE WHAT IS WRONG WITH THIS SITE!
SS community: ...... what?
FC: banished to the shadow realm (or so it appeared to me)
For me I observed this clearly a few months ago. Maybe around April/May. Yh. May is my last remaining parent's birthday. I hate them. So i was on this site for advice. And saw several threads bashing FC. SHE SPOTTED U FAKES! Sadly few stood by her. I got Dm'd saying to drop my defense of FC. FC I always stood with u. I hated how they treated u when it was clear to me (and i hope others) what was going on
FC (iykyk). I am not someone who is deep on this site but I know for sure FC is. And I haven't seen posts from her as of late (maybe I will... just going through posts atm). And I know FC is in BBC land. So idk. Though FC was around the 1st to note the rise in pro-life commenters. They kinda ez to spot.....I think someone here did get doxxed. It's been awhile but they haven't been back. Not sure if they are still around.
sorry I should have been more specific. Um.... everyone has the ability to recover. Its just based on circumstances lining up. Example, an incel who is suicidal would do a 180 if they got a true, stable relationship. If the world found out about their tendencies it would only worsen the chances of that happening. Something they know. So they will follow through on CTB cause whats the point. Its over. Thats what I meant. Also, in some countries u get committed if they know about your tendencies (that happens here for me... so if they knew I would 100% be committed). So knowing that you at risk of being thrown into basically a dungeon for who knows how long... yh best I ctb. I don't judge. I am sorry for each and everyone of us whose lives have been shaken to the point that we are here on this site. But thats not the standard. As we all knowWhat do you mean by "being found out hurts all recovery chances" ?
I understand better what you mean if people post details of their CTB date etc, I'm not the type to do that, I know to hide this kind of info at least. It's really terrible how low life losers waste their time picking on desperate people on a suicide forum, if they think they're helping anyone they're severely deluded... But even if someone is committed to a mental ward for a time they can always come out of it, elude any surrounding watch and try again if necessary, I know I did, though I wasn't successful for an unknown reason. Of course it's best to avoid being tortured in there.
Anyway people are free to think I'm an idiot, I actually don't think I have anything to lose by being open in my particular situation where people I know already have seen me end in the ICU multiple times and know that I might not survive if I don't find a way to meet my vital needs, and I don't particularly hide this from anybody I meet if prompted. The only thing I hide is my method obviously.
Now I don't live in the US and I don't watch propaganda news so I haven't seen what they said but this is an era where legalizing euthanasia is being talked about, not necessarily for the right reasons but still, so it might help the site get attacked less hopefully, most importantly though I don't think I'm hurting anyone by being myself, no one can reasonably pin any of my suffering and attempts so far on this place, but I hope I'm not wrong about this since I definitely don't want to hurt this site's people in any way.
I see. But as an "incel" myself I don't hide anything to anybody who asks because there is no shame in being in a difficult situation that could happen to anybody and I believe in being genuine and accepting vulnerability to obtain a true relationship, which doesn't mean I overdo it and don't know to protect people as much as I can, though I understand many superficial and less humane people might not like it, I honestly don't think they're worth our attention.FC (iykyk). I am not someone who is deep on this site but I know for sure FC is. And I haven't seen posts from her as of late (maybe I will... just going through posts atm). And I know FC is in BBC land. So idk. Though FC was around the 1st to note the rise in pro-life commenters. They kinda ez to spot.....
SS commenter: I got the exit bag. Planning to CTB tonight when everyone in my family is asleep. Finally call an end to this life after years of abuse, neglect and bullying.
SS community: We hope its planned well. Whatever u do we hope for the best
pro-lifer trying to blend in: Why don't you take the day to think about it. U never know if you will change your mind or something happens to give u a different perspective on things.
FC: IMPOSTER!
pro-lifer and their BBC compatriots trying to hide they are imposters on the site: HOW DARE U! U INCEL! REPORT!
also pro-lifer and their BBC compatriots trying to further hide that they are imposters on the site: U ENCOURAGING CTB! U TAKE JOY IN OTHERS CTB! U SO DESPICABLE! U AND THE OTHERS THAT ENCOURAGE CTB ARE WHAT IS WRONG WITH THIS SITE!
SS community: ...... what?
FC: banished to the shadow realm (or so it appeared to me)
For me I observed this clearly a few months ago. Maybe around April/May. Yh. May is my last remaining parent's birthday. I hate them. So i was on this site for advice. And saw several threads bashing FC. SHE SPOTTED U FAKES! Sadly few stood by her. I got Dm'd saying to drop my defense of FC. FC I always stood with u. I hated how they treated u when it was clear to me (and i hope others) what was going on
sorry I should have been more specific. Um.... everyone has the ability to recover. Its just based on circumstances lining up. Example, an incel who is suicidal would do a 180 if they got a true, stable relationship. If the world found out about their tendencies it would only worsen the chances of that happening. Something they know. So they will follow through on CTB cause whats the point. Its over. Thats what I meant. Also, in some countries u get committed if they know about your tendencies (that happens here for me... so if they knew I would 100% be committed). So knowing that you at risk of being thrown into basically a dungeon for who knows how long... yh best I ctb. I don't judge. I am sorry for each and everyone of us whose lives have been shaken to the point that we are here on this site. But thats not the standard. As we all know
what downfall when you are about to exit stage left?will only lead to your downfall
Fair. I will admit i approached this wrongly. I viewed it from my lens. My life. My situation. And applied my views. So i admit I got it wrong. If i give incriminating information that leads to me (real life) being found out. Then I blew it cause I (disgust) can continue to pretend to be a normie (believe it or not I was invited to become a member/politician in the leading political party of my country.... prob could have risen to be the leader in time... lol.. i did not join btw... i am to far gone.... i will excel... but at the cost of many). As i also said in another post, due to my background and smh 'accomplishments' u would never think I was someone with CTB tendencies. I use this site as an outlet. To vent. To be my true self. To read the views of others who do not judge. On that note. I sense your pain. Through your comments. And i deeply sympathise. All i can say is I am always willing to be someone who will listen. I am not always online. But once I am I will try to empathise or advice as much as I can. Or well call a spade a spade lol.I see. But as an "incel" myself I don't hide anything to anybody who asks because there is no shame in being in a difficult situation that could happen to anybody and I believe in being genuine and accepting vulnerability to obtain a true relationship, which doesn't mean I overdo it and don't know to protect people as much as I can, though I understand many superficial and less humane people might not like it, I honestly don't think they're worth our attention.
Calling it "a tendency" doesn't make sense to me, I think it's circumstances that lead people to hit a dead end and it has nothing to do with them in a lot of cases, society is designed to keep people isolated and their vital needs often unmet, plus like you said jails those who admit that they struggle to this point, preventing any true recovery by torturing them that way. But as someone who's been thrown in a dungeon multiple times for extended periods of time I can tell you that you can come out of it. Being suicidal is a situation not a personality, it evolves and changes depending on whether you find a way to live or not. And you can stop them from throwing you in one if you know what to say and are firm enough in defending your rights in many cases. After some time they stop trying because they know you're not receptive to their BS as well.
You're probably better off not becoming a politician. Positions of power usually entail the worst evil out there. It's best to convey the truth to people to change the world for the better from our humble position of simple people. That's where the greatest heroism and wisdom lies.Fair. I will admit i approached this wrongly. I viewed it from my lens. My life. My situation. And applied my views. So i admit I got it wrong. If i give incriminating information that leads to me (real life) being found out. Then I blew it cause I (disgust) can continue to pretend to be a normie (believe it or not I was invited to become a member/politician in the leading political party of my country.... prob could have risen to be the leader in time... lol.. i did not join btw... i am to far gone.... i will excel... but at the cost of many). As i also said in another post, due to my background and smh 'accomplishments' u would never think I was someone with CTB tendencies. I use this site as an outlet. To vent. To be my true self. To read the views of others who do not judge. On that note. I sense your pain. Through your comments. And i deeply sympathise. All i can say is I am always willing to be someone who will listen. I am not always online. But once I am I will try to empathise or advice as much as I can. Or well call a spade a spade lol.