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bellaisdonewithlife
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For a while I thought there has to be more to this nightmare on Earth, but I'm not so sure anymore.
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I have watched NDEs but the fact that some people only see black makes me put little to no weight on them. I found end of life phenomena studies by Christopher Kerr more interesting because it was like 90% of people in his research that were having end of life visions in hospice.Here's my point of view: We are not the body. We are the awareness or consciousness. This reality is like a dream. When you go and dream at night? you are entering another body. Another reality. When I lucid dream, I vividly remember eating foods. That dream while I'm there is objective, while this reality is subjective. When I come back here its switched.
If you look and research enough, you'll come to this truth as well.
Salvia for instance takes the consciousness around and lets them experience other bodies. Some people have lived entire lifetimes as people.
DMT takes your consciousnesses to other dimensions. Even LSD and Mushrooms can do that at high enough doses / with the knowledge required.
Research NDEs, Quantum immortality.
We are not the body: Look into remote viewing, lucid dreaming, astral projection.
I am putting off CTB in hopes to do this myself. Put my awareness into another dream, because we are in a dream. I'll be trying psychedelics soon. I don't want to CTB and hurt my family. Because everyone in this world is a piece of consciousness, just like you, they are on their own journey. This world is like a multiplayer video game. You can close the game and leave. That's your awareness going elsewhere. That doesn't mean your family isn't playing it though, they still are, and on their end, your character is still alive and moving. If you CTB, that's like killing your character. So now he doesn't exist for everyone else playing the game anymore.
Also, come on -- you happened to exist now, so you will also continue to exist. Otherwise, who created the universe? Everything has a cause. We cannot come from nothing. Therefore, there is a creator, and that is God, source, consciousness, the real you, etc. The only way someone can believe they will not continue to exist is pure materialism. That you are the body, the brain. You may have come to life now, but who's to say you will come again? That is wrong. The topics I put above will show you that we are not the body. The fact remote viewing exists, witchcraft, energy work, etc exists shows we are consciousness experiencing this dream.
I have watched NDEs but the fact that some people only see black makes me put little to no weight on them. I found end of life phenomena studies by Christopher Kerr more interesting because it was like 90% of people in his research that were having end of life visions.
I actually have taken high doses of mushrooms and tried DMT to see if maybe I could blast off into another dimension if they really do exist, but unfortunately they had like no effect on me and DMT gave me severe vomiting the next day and my face suddenly went numb the next day too for a little bit.
I hardly ever remember my dreams because I can't visualize. I mostly remember a few nightmares I had like being in a plane crash and being chased by a bear. I have not been able to have an out of body experience either. So do you think people are on an individual journey to evolve their soul? Or are very difficult lives random? Feel free not to answer.
I wonder if the brain is just using some previously unaccessed regions due to the effects of psychedelics and the similar chemicals when near death...the most common idea is "energy cannot be created nor destroyed" and assuming consciousness is tangible energy/matter and not just a theoretical concept.
as for why people believe this, it comes out of fearing eternal nonexistence because it's such a foreign concept to the psyche. eternity is unfathomable, and not existing, not thinking, not being, is also unfathomable. death is the most unsettling thing to the human brain, so it's easier to cope if you say, 'well, it's just the ending of this body' or 'it's the end of this life as this person' than accepting that it'd complete nothingness, for all eternity.
i'm actually getting creeped out just writing this out.
Interesting, but that first phenomena looks like it can be attributed to evolutionary group biology, bonding activities, expression among peers etc. within cultures rather than purely because of neurology having certain causes from different. Definitely right how this unexplored though and could find out more.I won't say that I have a firm belief that can be articulated, but to me evidence greatly suggests there being more to consciousness than we understand, so I don't discount the idea of it being untethered to the body.
It's easy to dismiss individual religions on the specifics of their doctrines, but collectively we have groups of people from different parts of the world, isolated from each other, who came up with explanations for experiences and observations about the "soul" that point towards something being there. They favored things like prayer (think of it as a form of focused meditation), rituals involving music, chanting, rhythm, etc., and monogamy (think specifically sex with a committed partner) that increase brain activity (as in switching networks from the Default Modal and certain wavepatterns such as theta) that are also reflected in excited states of mind like Near Death Experiences and dreaming, instances where perception/experience of time warps. To me, this all suggests that there has been something to the general vibe that consciousness is more than our flesh, and capable of some incredible things we can't fully explain with modern science.
You should look into astral projection and reality shifting, witchcraft, etc. Also read some salvia reports, maybe you can try that? You should try LSD too if DMT and Mushrooms didn't work for you.I have watched NDEs but the fact that some people only see black makes me put little to no weight on them. I found end of life phenomena studies by Christopher Kerr more interesting because it was like 90% of people in his research that were having end of life visions in hospice.
I actually have taken high doses of mushrooms and tried DMT to see if maybe I could blast off into another dimension if they really do exist, but unfortunately they had like no effect on me and DMT gave me severe vomiting the next day and my face suddenly went numb the next day too for a little bit.
I hardly ever remember my dreams because I can't visualize. I mostly remember a few nightmares I had like being in a plane crash and being chased by a bear. I have not been able to have an out of body experience either. So do you think people are on an individual journey to evolve their soul? Or are very difficult lives random? Feel free not to answer.