People who are planning on ctb soon, how are you spending your last days?

[myrtaryniel]

Self explanatory title

 

[fisil]

I don't know as always and just looking forward to end it.

 

[tomz323]

I'm not going to ctb for a few months but I was thinking about going out for a nice meal, maybe renting a suit...

 

[Tabbyql]

Spend as much time with my dogs as possible, wierdly I want to lose weight (Not a clue why) I want to see avengers endgame. Be as good a friend as possible to the friends I haven't managed to push away. They all seem to be having a hard time at mo, so want them to be ok before I go. Preparing my notes, preparing tools.

 

[Dead beat dad]

I thought about this the other day. Despite my ideal plans I think these will all go to shit when the time come for me.
Some days I leak sanity like a rusty cylinder and this will be the then I tip.
I expect I will cry a lot.
DBD

 

[Davy]

The day I was going to ctb I visited my parents restaurant and ate their nice food. I didn't do anything too special but I did take a trip to the beach afterwards and walked along the rocks. Oddly enough the last thing I ate was a can of sardines since I love those

 

[Redrock]

nothing special my last day will be as miserable as the one before

 

[SMarie1204]

I'm looking forward to the day and want to celebrate it. I want to be able to test my method and feel confident. So I can wake up on a sunny day, listen to my favorite songs, squeeze my dog, say goodbye to the friends who have been with me through this (not in a way that would alarm them, just check in and let them know I love them), eat a good meal, have my favorite drink and feel calm and resigned before I go.

 

[Olach]

I have an eating disorder. So... I will eat a lot of sweeeeets :)

 

[big-nothing]

For the longest time I thought I'd do something fun/reckless but honestly now I just don't really have the motivation; my last day will be like every other day. I'll go to class, do some work, maybe read or play the piano for a bit, and then die. Also helps in avoiding arousing other people's suspicions. But I'm still torn about whether I should write goodbye letters or not.

 

[Kastema]

But I'm still torn about whether I should write goodbye letters or not.

I think you should. It will help people understand.

 

[Cookiedough8956]

I still have no clue : (, I wanted to eat something nice, spend some good days with my bf and sister
Go to a nice hotel, and just do it.

 

[justabouttobedone]

I ordered my sn and it will probably arrive tomorrow, but I am studying for the exam that I will never be able to enter, right now. I don't know why I am doing this, but I am keep studying anyway lol.

 

[HappyEnding]

I think I'll just send them normally. Go to work, exercise, eat the usual meals and next thing everyone knows I'm dead. The end <3

 

[Mofreeko]

I plan to do it in May. I have enough money saved up to last a few months after that just in case but at least I don't have to work. I quit my job in the tail end of March so I'm just spending my last days relaxing. There's a park by a river really close to my house so I've been going there a lot and walking along the water. Other than that I've been spending a lot of time on the internet and watching netflix and stuff. I've been so calm since I finally made the decision.

 

[Worndown]

It would be good to find a lady with the same plan. Spend a few days enjoying whatever life offers, tie up two ropes, dress appropriately and go on a journey.

 

[c824767]

I am not sure whether I will travel to another country to spare my friends the funeral or if I just do a rush job here in town. But the most important thing is my will right now, it needs to be notarized

 

[TiredOfLife95]

I'm planning to spend my last weeks in a fancy way: good restaurants, spa, massages.

 

[woxihuanni]

Doing nothing. I have already died, in a way.

 

[Dawn0071111]

Doing nothing. I have already died, in a way.

Im right there with you. Im in total isolation. I always say: Im dead inside, I just need to finish the job.

 

[Elias]

Collecting my paychecks, saving up money. When I get my next paycheck, I'll leave home, explore my country a little bit, stuff myself with my favourite food, indulge in whatever I always forbid myself to do for health or "reasonable" reasons and then ctb when I feel like I've done enough. My days are usually spent in spiritual research and trying to uncover as much mysteries about the world as I can before I go. Also I'm preparing the logistics and material gear for a proper and comfortable ctb. Calms my nerves in a weird way.

 

[Rachel74]

Ideally have a holiday, eat great food then take my N. Ideally I'd go to Switzerland and have it all done for me as i am crap at planning. Least then it's all done for me. Cremation there and fly my ashes home and have them scattered near where I live.

 

[Heart of Ice]

I'm mainly waiting for my antiemetics to arrive. I try to spend time by playing video games and watching random Youtube videos but mainly I feel like I'm waiting for something impatiently.

 

[ThriveOrDie]

Hope for a miracle so I don't have to go through with it

 

[MerrySkeleton]

Personally I'd like to do a Leaving Las Vegas style thing with the remaining money which I have. A partner would be nice for this sort of thing. When it's all said and done I could just rent a room with a high balcony and go out that way.

 

[Rocksandsand]

Drugs. All the drugs I can afford. And making videos for my brother and dad explaining why I have done this. And one to my workplace explaining that workplace bullying and sexual harassment can be deadly