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Throwawayacc3

Throwawayacc3

Freedom
Mar 4, 2024
1,311
I think I'm getting worse and loosing too much weight. I didn't sleep at all last night and today I had my eyes clothes but was actively conscience (given how my brain is) and can't shut it off. Things are getting worse… I try to meme and post informative shit but I don't know if it's cope, people pleasing or what not. I don't know why I can't just sit down and chat with people or sit in silence and play a game or listen to music. Everyone is all on different parts of the world and money is the only factor that is stopping all this. I really hate my life and how things are panned out. Some people who I would like to do the activities I mentioned:

@divinemistress36 - we talk about our dogs and both have some disability fuck ups.
@davidtorez - one of the first messages we chatted out was based on Linkin Park
@eatantz - I wish I could show you my art folder and see your stuff as well.
@Raindancer - our shared issues with cancer
@sserafim - helped me with the autism stuff and having logical talks (both virgos)
@Lookingtoflyfree - helped me with autism stuff also.
@Dr Iron Arc - gaming knowledge and knows the stuff.
@_AllCatsAreGrey_ our chats and GIF battles (allcatsareghey).
@QueerMelancholy GIFing it back and forth.

This is just from the top of my head. Just having no one to talk you in real life isn't the same. I used to like just playing PS2 with someone and that was more than enough (even in silence).

StarryEyed left the forum due to a comment I made about her cat. She decided not to ctb because I just said her cat would have nobody. I'm not here to say if people want to go or not I just think maybe hold off until your companion isn't here anymore. They are better than people.

Sorry if this bugs you with notifications. I genuinely like the conversations and information dealings with the people listed, it's just not in real life. I can only stroke my dog now and the animals at the sanctuary.
 
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Raindancer

Raindancer

Specialist
Nov 4, 2023
318
I have really enjoyed our conversations. I always read what you write and agree with you on animals. One of the reasons I am still here is because of my dog. I could never leave her. Throughout my life at different times, my dogs have saved me from suicide was I was at my darkest points and if I can make her life better by staying here I will.

I am here anytime if you would want to chat. I have a real problem connecting with people in RL as most people I meet are so invested on putting on a mask and only seem to care about superficial things. I just don't have the energy. Plus as you know when dealing with chronic illness, it just zaps all of your energy.

Give your dog a hug for me😊
 
Throwawayacc3

Throwawayacc3

Freedom
Mar 4, 2024
1,311
I have really enjoyed our conversations. I always read what you write and agree with you on animals. One of the reasons I am still here is because of my dog. I could never leave her. Throughout my life at different times, my dogs have saved me from suicide was I was at my darkest points and if I can make her life better by staying here I will.

I am here anytime if you would want to chat. I have a real problem connecting with people in RL as most people I meet are so invested on putting on a mask and only seem to care about superficial things. I just don't have the energy. Plus as you know when dealing with chronic illness, it just zaps all of your energy.

Give your dog a hug for me😊
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LaVieEnRose

LaVieEnRose

Illuminated
Jul 23, 2022
3,896
This site definitely has some amazing people! Fellow passengers in pain can do that I suppose.
 
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_AllCatsAreGrey_

_AllCatsAreGrey_

(they/he)
Mar 4, 2024
231
Your shout out brightened my day. Thanks.

I also appreciate our interactions. That gif thread is something I've been looking forward to on the daily.

I'm not active on social media. This is the only space I'm active. I feel comfortable here in ways I don't anywhere else. I don't feel the need to mask or try to prop up an ideal version of myself.

I've met some great people here. It's unfortunate we all suffer in various ways. 💖🫂
 
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davidtorez

davidtorez

Specialist
Mar 8, 2024
367
I think I'm getting worse and loosing too much weight. I didn't sleep at all last night and today I had my eyes clothes but was actively conscience (given how my brain is) and can't shut it off. Things are getting worse… I try to meme and post informative shit but I don't know if it's cope, people pleasing or what not. I don't know why I can't just sit down and chat with people or sit in silence and play a game or listen to music. Everyone is all on different parts of the world and money is the only factor that is stopping all this. I really hate my life and how things are panned out. Some people who I would like to do the activities I mentioned:

@divinemistress36 - we talk about our dogs and both have some disability fuck ups.
@davidtorez - one of the first messages we chatted out was based on Linkin Park
@eatantz - I wish I could show you my art folder and see your stuff as well.
@Raindancer - our shared issues with cancer
@sserafim - helped me with the autism stuff and having logical talks (both virgos)
@Lookingtoflyfree - helped me with autism stuff also.
@Dr Iron Arc - gaming knowledge and knows the stuff.
@_AllCatsAreGrey_ our chats and GIF battles (allcatsareghey).
@QueerMelancholy GIFing it back and forth.

This is just from the top of my head. Just having no one to talk you in real life isn't the same. I used to like just playing PS2 with someone and that was more than enough (even in silence).

StarryEyed left the forum due to a comment I made about her cat. She decided not to ctb because I just said her cat would have nobody. I'm not here to say if people want to go or not I just think maybe hold off until your companion isn't here anymore. They are better than people.

Sorry if this bugs you with notifications. I genuinely like the conversations and information dealings with the people listed, it's just not in real life. I can only stroke my dog now and the animals at the sanctuary.
I've always really liked our chats, not only about linkin Park but i do believe we think alike alot about other subjects. You're a clever guy my friend in misery !
 
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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

Visionary
Jan 1, 2024
2,260
You are awesome I enjoy your humor and intelligence I wish we could all drink the sn kool aid together
 

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