Throwawayacc3
Freedom
- Mar 4, 2024
- 1,311
I think I'm getting worse and loosing too much weight. I didn't sleep at all last night and today I had my eyes clothes but was actively conscience (given how my brain is) and can't shut it off. Things are getting worse… I try to meme and post informative shit but I don't know if it's cope, people pleasing or what not. I don't know why I can't just sit down and chat with people or sit in silence and play a game or listen to music. Everyone is all on different parts of the world and money is the only factor that is stopping all this. I really hate my life and how things are panned out. Some people who I would like to do the activities I mentioned:
@divinemistress36 - we talk about our dogs and both have some disability fuck ups.
@davidtorez - one of the first messages we chatted out was based on Linkin Park
@eatantz - I wish I could show you my art folder and see your stuff as well.
@Raindancer - our shared issues with cancer
@sserafim - helped me with the autism stuff and having logical talks (both virgos)
@Lookingtoflyfree - helped me with autism stuff also.
@Dr Iron Arc - gaming knowledge and knows the stuff.
@_AllCatsAreGrey_ our chats and GIF battles (allcatsareghey).
@QueerMelancholy GIFing it back and forth.
This is just from the top of my head. Just having no one to talk you in real life isn't the same. I used to like just playing PS2 with someone and that was more than enough (even in silence).
StarryEyed left the forum due to a comment I made about her cat. She decided not to ctb because I just said her cat would have nobody. I'm not here to say if people want to go or not I just think maybe hold off until your companion isn't here anymore. They are better than people.
Sorry if this bugs you with notifications. I genuinely like the conversations and information dealings with the people listed, it's just not in real life. I can only stroke my dog now and the animals at the sanctuary.
@divinemistress36 - we talk about our dogs and both have some disability fuck ups.
@davidtorez - one of the first messages we chatted out was based on Linkin Park
@eatantz - I wish I could show you my art folder and see your stuff as well.
@Raindancer - our shared issues with cancer
@sserafim - helped me with the autism stuff and having logical talks (both virgos)
@Lookingtoflyfree - helped me with autism stuff also.
@Dr Iron Arc - gaming knowledge and knows the stuff.
@_AllCatsAreGrey_ our chats and GIF battles (allcatsareghey).
@QueerMelancholy GIFing it back and forth.
This is just from the top of my head. Just having no one to talk you in real life isn't the same. I used to like just playing PS2 with someone and that was more than enough (even in silence).
StarryEyed left the forum due to a comment I made about her cat. She decided not to ctb because I just said her cat would have nobody. I'm not here to say if people want to go or not I just think maybe hold off until your companion isn't here anymore. They are better than people.
Sorry if this bugs you with notifications. I genuinely like the conversations and information dealings with the people listed, it's just not in real life. I can only stroke my dog now and the animals at the sanctuary.