Venting People are the reason I want to leave

[HighwayToHell]

Don't know where to start.

Ghoulish, insane, abusive, hypocritical, violent, manipulative, spiteful, sadistic, apathetic, soul destroying...

All these words above is how I generally view people. I barely ever leave my home anymore due to the abuse from childhood making me fearful of the outside world. I've seen and experienced too much myself, known too many people who were abused as children and seen violence inflicted on animals, women, the elderly..."people" are nothing but monsters deep down. They want to abuse, hurt and destroy every vulnerable and innocent thing they get their hands on.

I grew up wanting to do some good in this world. There's no point anymore. The ape machines are going to start the next world war at this rate.

This world will never get better. Not with human parasites on it anyway.

 

[Thereisnothing]

I am a childhood abuse survivor (sadly I had 3 abusers as a child sexually and physically/mentally), plus my sister who is 10 years older than me hurt me from a baby in various ways. An adult survivor of domestic abuse, the whole gamut (sexual/physical/mental and emotional), then throw in those who have used me in many other ways and spat me out and left me as rubbish in the gutter. I have come across some very screwed up people.

There is alot of bad in this world but amid the thunder clouds are some good souls, however its hard to see them or put any hope or trust into it when been hurt so badly.

Anne Franks stoical quotes always make me get goose bumps.

 

[ForensicallyAware]

The system makes people into complete bastards
They hate their jobs and want someone to take their stress out on
I don't actually know why people have kids, the world is a hideous overpopulated hellhole.

 

[foreveryoung]

I don't think its just people, literally everything is against you as long as we are in this existence. You can go out in to the wilderness to get away from people but their are plants and animals their that will try and harm/kill you too. Then theres your own body. Its the vehicle that sends pain signals to your consciousness through the 5 senses, and it could all of a sudden catch a disease or terminal illness, its all out of our control... I think we are going through a lower existence sort of like hell. My "soul" can't wait to exit.

 

[br0kenMIND72]

I don't actually know why people have kids, the world is a hideous overpopulated hellhole.

The way I see it people want to have kids because they want to have someone by their side when they will be old. Some people are happy and they love their kids so it's a good thing but I feel like more and more people have kids and don't even have any interest in them. Seeing how world is a fucked up place I would never have kids and If I had a choice I would like to never be born.

 

[Indieblue]

I am on the same boat. When you feel happy, or at least content about your life, there is always a person who ruins your day. I wonder how much pain and hurt should i have to take more. I am really tired and fed up with it enough.

 

[diyCTB]

The way I see it people want to have kids because they want to have someone by their side when they will be old.

Egoistic isn't it?

 

[Mizzmini45]

Well just know I'm none of those things. There are sincere good people out here. I get you though. I had people do and say some of the nastiest things to me as I got older. I don't wanna be around people anymore. I was lucky to escape childhood without much abuse but my childhood was nothing but glamorous. It was hard work, strict and oppressive. It came with its own cost. I'm sorry you went through all that stuff.

 

[waterbottleman]

I like people, they just don't like me =(

 

[Epsilon0]

I like people, they just don't like me =(

Your post is heartbreaking.