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BPD Barbie

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I'm very interested in using this to cbt. How hard is it to get hold of? Is it safe to order online? Would it make it through customs checks in the post?

If anyone has any experience or knowledge I'd be very grateful.
 
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Lotus1818

Lotus1818

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Nov 4, 2019
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It's one of the hardest things to get a hold on. There are allot of scammers online. If you see a website online that sells it. That's most likely a scam. Please be wary of that.

There is pretty much only one seller of N. That person can be found in the ppeh. Look at the resources thread to find it. Or do some more research on this forum.

It's very expensive and there have been raids in Europe where police confiscate it. There is a chance it will be intercepted in the mail.

I know this sounds very unmotivating to order. But it's the hard truth. It is the best way to CTB tho. Good luck with getting it.
 
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Girobatol

Girobatol

Specialist
Sep 9, 2019
313
SN has been replacing N among users because of availability.
 
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Kowahi2310

Member
Nov 1, 2019
51
SN has been replacing N among users because of availability.

Indeed, it is a lot cheaper and easily available. The only downside is its reliability and the discomfort.

It's one of the hardest things to get a hold on. There are allot of scammers online. If you see a website online that sells it. That's most likely a scam. Please be wary of that.

There is pretty much only one seller of N. That person can be found in the ppeh. Look at the resources thread to find it. Or do some more research on this forum.

It's very expensive and there have been raids in Europe where police confiscate it. There is a chance it will be intercepted in the mail.

I know this sounds very unmotivating to order. But it's the hard truth. It is the best way to CTB tho. Good luck with getting it.

There are other sellers of N (dark web and rogue vets), the problem is finding one who is reliable.

And yes, there have been raids n Europe (Germany, France) where the police not just confiscated but also showed up at the recipient's house. A's email has seemingly been compromised as well, asking for customers' mobile numbers. Read the megathread.
 
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MelancholyPie

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Member
Nov 29, 2019
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I too was interested in this method but found it to be impossible to find where I live.
 
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ArtVandelay

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Apr 15, 2019
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A's email has seemingly been compromised as well, asking for customers' mobile numbers.

I don't think asking for a telephone number is any proof of his email being compromised. It's of course possible, but he may have just switched to a different shipping company that requires a telephone number.
 
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Kowahi2310

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I don't think asking for a telephone number is any proof of his email being compromised. It's of course possible, but he may have just switched to a different shipping company that requires a telephone number.

He could use his own number for the shipping; just making a logical guess.

In any case, it would be extremely dangerous to reveal your mobile number to anyone/any seller, especially given that you are trying to acquire a heavily controlled substance.
 
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ArtVandelay

Experienced
Apr 15, 2019
266
He could use his own number for the shipping; just making a logical guess.

In any case, it would be extremely dangerous to reveal your mobile number to anyone/any seller, especially given that you are trying to acquire a heavily controlled substance.

It's common for delivery guys to call your mobile if they need access to your apartment building, or to get inside your gate. If you make any kind of purchase from a legit website, they usually ask for your number for this reason.

Revealing your phone number isn't any more dangerous than revealing your address, though.
 
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Kowahi2310

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It's common for delivery guys to call your mobile if they need access to your apartment building, or to get inside your gate. If you make any kind of purchase from a legit website, they usually ask for your number for this reason.

Revealing your phone number isn't any more dangerous than revealing your address, though.

I agree with you, but given the nature of the order...well, the lesser information you reveal, the better it is, isn't it?

I believe some of us do not give our real addresses, opting to use PO boxes/proxies.
 
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ArtVandelay

Experienced
Apr 15, 2019
266
I agree with you, but given the nature of the order...well, the lesser information you reveal, the better it is, isn't it?

Absolutely. The less information you divulge, the better. I just think it's a bit of a reach to conclude that his email is compromised, that's all.
 
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Ark

Arcanist
Oct 18, 2019
412
It appears several of us have recently ordered from A. So, either several of us will all disappear at nearly the same time because we were arrested ( If so, I WILL find a way to CTB in jail ) or, hopefully anyway, we will soon start reporting on our deliveries. That should clear some things up one way or the other anyway. Until we have one of those results, everything is conjecture.
 
LegaliseIt!

LegaliseIt!

Elementalist
Nov 29, 2019
808
The fictional character in my novel uses a "burner" phone for all online shopping.
 
BPD Barbie

BPD Barbie

Visionary
Dec 1, 2019
2,362
I guess I'll have to go the SN route then, doesn't look too bad after doing research. Just managed to get my hands on some antiemetics from eBay. Thanks for the replies :heart:
 
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ValideSultana

Student
Dec 2, 2019
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You can buy a book called Them Peaceful Pill Handbook', by Philip Nitschke. It updates every year or so, and has a list of reliable sellers of pentobarbital. The only thing is, the seller will most likely NOT be in your country, and it would be easier and safer for you to go to the pharmacy, than have it delivered to you. Mexico used to be the go to place, I believe it's now a country in South America, but I don't remember which country.
 
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bukowski

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Nov 3, 2019
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You can buy a book called Them Peaceful Pill Handbook', by Philip Nitschke. It updates every year or so, and has a list of reliable sellers of pentobarbital. The only thing is, the seller will most likely NOT be in your country, and it would be easier and safer for you to go to the pharmacy, than have it delivered to you. Mexico used to be the go to place, I believe it's now a country in South America, but I don't remember which country.

You dont need to buy it. It is available on this site.
 
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bukowski

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Nov 3, 2019
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No worries. See the Resources section.
 
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ValideSultana

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Dec 2, 2019
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No worries. See the Resources section.

Thank you. Unfortunately, for me it's out of the question because of the costs involved. I'm chronically ill, and barely survive on a tiny pension. Ideally, I'd use Dignitas, but again, that's well out of my price range.
 
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MelancholyPie

MelancholyPie

Member
Nov 29, 2019
28
I don't think I am capable of handling all the complications and specifics of SN. And I'm also broke. So I'm trying to work out what to do. I was hoping to find some rogue vet who'd be willing to sell it to me for a reasonable price...
 
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Ark

Arcanist
Oct 18, 2019
412
SN is not complicated. Stan wrote a guide for SN that is amazing, I will try to find it and post it for you unless someone does it before me. SN is very cheap also. About $10 US and another $5 for Domperidone.
 
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reapandsow918

reapandsow918

Let the waves take me
Nov 6, 2019
191
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-a-comprehensive-guide-including-method.25148/
SN method by Stan
 
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Ark

Arcanist
Oct 18, 2019
412
Thank you @reapandsow918
 
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MelancholyPie

Member
Nov 29, 2019
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SN is not complicated. Stan wrote a guide for SN that is amazing, I will try to find it and post it for you unless someone does it before me. SN is very cheap also. About $10 US and another $5 for Domperidone.

Oh don't mind me, it is just that the specifics of SN make it not a viable option to me. I am very prone to vomit and "stepping back" and have had bad experiences with antiemetics
 
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Ark

Arcanist
Oct 18, 2019
412
N also has the chance of vomiting and needs anti genetics
Uhh. Emetics.
 
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★†DaughterOfEve†★

Another pharma destroyed life :(
Nov 24, 2019
126
Does anyone know of any rogue vets that would be willing to sell N to someone?
 

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