Cauliflour
The masochist who doodles.
- Mar 24, 2025
- 443
I wanted to cut tonight as I hadn't cut for like 9 days at that point and I was getting agitated. The feeling was go great that I got out my notebook and drew this. Safe to say, I'm satisfied for another week. I wish I got out more blood though so I could cover the backdrop more. Oh well. Does make you realise how much can come out of 8 scars though when it's all laid out like that although I suppose it doesn't matter because this'll probably be deleted by the mods for "encouraging self harm" by not depicting myself as a depressed suicidal maniac because of it. I truly have no place to be honest about myself...
I also have one with my arm in shot:
Yes I'm white. Imagine if I managed to get doxxed or something because of this arm reveal lol
Obviously wouldn't recommend doing this yourself because those scars sting and are going to sting for the rest of the night. I like it. Everyone else doesn't. That's just how it seems to be. I can't be honest with my experiences cause then people jump to conclusions and think I'm either glorifying it or are lying to hide a much more common reason. There's nothing about my experiences online as it's all surface level "don't be depressed get help" shit. I truly feel alone in this world. At least I have some neat scars that'll stick around for about 2 weeks before becoming part of my skin once more. I wish they'd stay longer tbh. Again, I'm not encouraging anything. (I have a feeling the mods already don't like me so I'm trying to cover my tracks here.)
I also have one with my arm in shot:
Yes I'm white. Imagine if I managed to get doxxed or something because of this arm reveal lol
Obviously wouldn't recommend doing this yourself because those scars sting and are going to sting for the rest of the night. I like it. Everyone else doesn't. That's just how it seems to be. I can't be honest with my experiences cause then people jump to conclusions and think I'm either glorifying it or are lying to hide a much more common reason. There's nothing about my experiences online as it's all surface level "don't be depressed get help" shit. I truly feel alone in this world. At least I have some neat scars that'll stick around for about 2 weeks before becoming part of my skin once more. I wish they'd stay longer tbh. Again, I'm not encouraging anything. (I have a feeling the mods already don't like me so I'm trying to cover my tracks here.)
