Peace of mind,
Peace of body,
Peace of soul,
For where shall it go,
To heaven, or to hell,
Or Annihilation which I prefer,
Don't try to deter,
Because I want to die,
I shall not lie,
For death seems peaceful, but also fearful,
When the times comes for me,
May God forgive me,
For my sins and balance out my virtues,
For I do not believe,
Despite I want to,
My faith is broken,
Because of reality,
And your people,
They just destroy themselves,
Even I do,
Because I want to,
Because they seem to,
I should have died,
But I tried,
And now I failed,
Because 32 Benadryls,
Will not do I don't recommend it,
It is not the way to go,
For I am still searching,
For purpose or a future,
In this world that we live in,
We are cruel, we are kind, we are everything,
But we are also nothing,
I hope the people just peacefully kill me take me out of this misery, take me with you,
But it won't happen my life is great,
On the outside from a distance viewer,
But on the inside there is nothing for me,
Why was I born into this world,
Just to suffer my own existence just kill me please I don't want charges pressed against you,
For if this does come true,
I am sorry for things I do, and the things I don't,
Being dead is not sin nor suicide to me,
But for the life of me I can't do it,
So I shall just suffer in this world,
Loneliness doesn't bother me,
But emptiness does how shall I fill in the void,
Otherwise suicide is a logical conclusion,
A problematic solution and a final solution,
How shall I go?
Peace of body,
Peace of soul,
For where shall it go,
To heaven, or to hell,
Or Annihilation which I prefer,
Don't try to deter,
Because I want to die,
I shall not lie,
For death seems peaceful, but also fearful,
When the times comes for me,
May God forgive me,
For my sins and balance out my virtues,
For I do not believe,
Despite I want to,
My faith is broken,
Because of reality,
And your people,
They just destroy themselves,
Even I do,
Because I want to,
Because they seem to,
I should have died,
But I tried,
And now I failed,
Because 32 Benadryls,
Will not do I don't recommend it,
It is not the way to go,
For I am still searching,
For purpose or a future,
In this world that we live in,
We are cruel, we are kind, we are everything,
But we are also nothing,
I hope the people just peacefully kill me take me out of this misery, take me with you,
But it won't happen my life is great,
On the outside from a distance viewer,
But on the inside there is nothing for me,
Why was I born into this world,
Just to suffer my own existence just kill me please I don't want charges pressed against you,
For if this does come true,
I am sorry for things I do, and the things I don't,
Being dead is not sin nor suicide to me,
But for the life of me I can't do it,
So I shall just suffer in this world,
Loneliness doesn't bother me,
But emptiness does how shall I fill in the void,
Otherwise suicide is a logical conclusion,
A problematic solution and a final solution,
How shall I go?
