serah
Student
- May 6, 2020
- 177
This is just a vent. I just want to type out how I feel, nobody has to read this really. I simply just want to type out how I'm feeling and hit send and try to feel better. Ended up telling the person I've had a crush on for a while my feelings, and apparently they knew. They were incredibly chill about it which was nice and we both agreed we didn't want this to affect our friendship. It was amazing and they were super mature about it and told me it's natural and perfectly fine I fell for them but that their feelings for me are only platonic. Which is fine! I still feel like shit for feeling bad about it, it's been the second big rejection and I guess it hurts more than the last. I just have a feeling that maybe someone like me really is meant to be alone. It could be the negative thinking of course, but fuck it hurts like hell. I guess I feel so pathetic for thinking there was a chance, its the second time I've waited for that response text only to get my hopes up. And to ultimately get rejected.