W3akCr3atur3
Empty and hollow
- Aug 3, 2020
- 357
At this point I am not even trying to solve things that bother me. I have no hope or any plans for future. In fact I am even sure there's no future for me.
When things are getting worse I just cut myself until I feel better.
Once everything fucks up even more I am sure I will ctb. I bought a rope for it about month ago.
Only self harming and knowing I have a rope helps me fight my anxiety now.
Only 4 years ago I was pretty much normal guy, but then everything fucked up.
I am a fucking failure.
When things are getting worse I just cut myself until I feel better.
Once everything fucks up even more I am sure I will ctb. I bought a rope for it about month ago.
Only self harming and knowing I have a rope helps me fight my anxiety now.
Only 4 years ago I was pretty much normal guy, but then everything fucked up.
I am a fucking failure.