Whiskeyjames

Whiskeyjames

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Attempted Partial hanging earlier tonight using a belt and hang by the lower closet hanger (kneeling forward and facing the ground) I also put a small towel below my right jaw to pressure the carotid artery. See attached image for reference lol

first attempt, passed out in about 3s... But about 20s regain consciousness and then loose the knot(can't breathe). It also took a moment for me to remember what I was doing...I took some rest

Once I felt better i tried again, this time it took over 5s for me to pass out... But this time i didn't wake up/regain consciousness in about 30s.( Felt much longer than first time) I also recall seeing white light right before I opened my eyes.The pain from my throat forced my hands to let the noose loose(from not able to breathe too). This time took me much longer to let loose and for me to recall what I was doing. my throat is hurted so hard now after a few hours...

Im just wondering why would I wake up/regain consciousness during the procrss? I know it can really mess up my brain if I wake up after few minutes in right (potential vegetative let alone failing ctb)... any advice??

Many thanks in advance;)
 

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Cody111

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Your lucky you are able to pass out so quickly.

It could be possible yoj are blocking your windpipe and your body is kicking into survival mode because you cant breathe.
Though if you are already passed out im not sure... could be that you are passed out but only being a few seconds to half a minute your brain will still be functioning and force you to respond...
Could possibly be your body jerking or jumping causing the positioning of the belt to shift letting blood flow resume.

Im no expert, just my thoughts.
 
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Hanging is hard as fuck! I attempted in 2016 and half blacked out. Then came too instinctively throwing the noose off. I was gonna do partial last Monday but after experimenting for hours Saturday night I said fuck if.

This method, at least for me personally, isn't gonna work. I'm sorry you had those same types of problems. Some people make it seem so damn easy.
 
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Cody111

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I dont get how you giys pass out so fast. Ive researched partial a bit over the last year or so and lots of sources state you should pass out in well under a minute, but after hanging around for a few hours moving things around and changing things up i cant seem to find that pass out point.
 
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Your lucky you are able to pass out so quickly.

It could be possible yoj are blocking your windpipe and your body is kicking into survival mode because you cant breathe.
Though if you are already passed out im not sure... could be that you are passed out but only being a few seconds to half a minute your brain will still be functioning and force you to respond...
Could possibly be your body jerking or jumping causing the positioning of the belt to shift letting blood flow resume.

Im no expert, just my thoughts.
Thank you for saying that;) I really am trying to avoid being vegetative...
Yea, now thinking about it my position was different before and after...I guess it is because of the unconscious jerking/shaking during the pass out...
 
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Hanging is hard as fuck! I attempted in 2016 and half blacked out. Then came too instinctively throwing the noose off. I was gonna do partial last Monday but after experimenting for hours Saturday night I said fuck if.

This method, at least for me personally, isn't gonna work. I'm sorry you had those same types of problems. Some people make it seem so damn easy.

It is hard indeed, took me bout an hour just to set up and find the best position. I would say putting the towel at the right jaw helped a lot but this wake up thing is scary af now lol
 
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It is hard indeed, took me bout an hour just to set up and find the best position. I would say putting the towel at the right jaw helped a lot but this wake up thing is scary af now lol
It really is something to think about. Don't wanna wake up next time with brain damage or having a seizure or something.
 
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I dont get how you giys pass out so fast. Ive researched partial a bit over the last year or so and lots of sources state you should pass out in well under a minute, but after hanging around for a few hours moving things around and changing things up i cant seem to find that pass out point.
I guess for partial is easier but the noose matter and putting a towel helps..
 
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It really is something to think about. Don't wanna wake up next time with brain damage or having a seizure or something.
Yep, I guess that's why some ppl druged up before doing it... I might just research some more position as well but this kneeling facing the ground position really fast to past out tho...
 
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Yep, I guess that's why some ppl druged up before doing it... I might just research some more position as well but this kneeling facing the ground position really fast to past out tho...
I wish it was easier. Some people make it sound like ya just block your corortid artery and "slip away". Well that wasn't my experience.
 
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I wish it was easier. Some people make it sound like ya just block your corortid artery and "slip away". Well that wasn't my experience.
Nope lol but it is the easiest to set up indeed but getting it right is not...fml still failing to ctb...
 
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(potential vegetative let alone failing ctb)
I share this concern so I keep looking for cases where this has happened – where someone has somehow failed and ended up in a vegetative state and where there was no rescue intervention – and I can't seem to find any.

All the cases I've seen where someone ends up messed up in the brain is because they were found and cut down.
 
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Nope lol but it is the easiest to set up indeed but getting it right is not...fml still failing to ctb...
I know that feeling! It's one of the most avalible methods yet one of the toughest.
 
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I share this concern so I keep looking for cases where this has happened – where someone has somehow failed and ended up in a vegetative state and where there was no rescue intervention – and I can't seem to find any.

All the cases I've seen where someone ends up messed up in the brain is because they were found and cut down.

Well, my mum had a fd who's son was brain damaged/ vegetative (can do limited facial expressions only and body cannot move). He got into this state because one time during his college year he and his fds were drinking and they were playing wrestling game. The drunke guy he played against was buff and strangle his neck for too long he eventually passed out and sent to hospital but he still got major brain damaged...sadly it was took less than 10 minute according to her mum ...
 
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fds were drinking and they were playing wrestling game. The drunke guy he played against was buff and strangle his neck for too long he eventually passed out and sent to hospital but he still got major brain damaged
That is incredibly sad. Choke holds like that can be so dangerous.
 
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That is incredibly sad. Choke holds like that can be so dangerous.
It was sad... I guess if I fail one more time I'mma try other methods...(given similar circumstances from last 2 times)
 
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