Pidgeons_Sparrows
-flying rat
- Apr 16, 2023
- 628
Hello,
Initially I wanted to CTB in about a month using SN, but im starting to get impatient and cant do it earlier for reasons (tried to admit myself to a psych ward recently it was horrible, they told everyone, friends, family, my workplace etc and now im in our apartment with my roommate who is watching me pretty closely so ordering anything is going to be hard for a while)
I kinda want it now, so im considering partial suspension. Ive read up about it a bit and the carotid artery and etc etc,
Im planning to use any kind of fitting common household item. I was initially thinking of a belt, I have a few around here, would this be a good idea? I dont really have any rope or anything else here tbh
Anyone got tips on how to do it properly? I will probably attach the belt to one of those big horizontal metal bars that wirecoat hangers hang from in my closet, I have a pretty darn huge closet / wardrobe I could fit in there easily its about 2m tall (I read the "How to hang yourself" resource official post)
Theres two of those metal bars, ones pretty low and the other is pretty far high up, yall want some exact height measurements?
Would any kind of belt work? Ive never done this before so anyone got some tips in general? Im probably gonna have to practice this for a bit, how do i practice without accidentally CTBing lmao (Planning to do it by getting on my knees and then pushing my neck forward
Also am kinda fat and so is my neck, will this be a problem? I think I know where my carotid artery is now though, did the putting your hand onto your adams apple and closing it thing to feel where it is, felt a strong pulse so
Any answers greatly appreciated
Initially I wanted to CTB in about a month using SN, but im starting to get impatient and cant do it earlier for reasons (tried to admit myself to a psych ward recently it was horrible, they told everyone, friends, family, my workplace etc and now im in our apartment with my roommate who is watching me pretty closely so ordering anything is going to be hard for a while)
I kinda want it now, so im considering partial suspension. Ive read up about it a bit and the carotid artery and etc etc,
Im planning to use any kind of fitting common household item. I was initially thinking of a belt, I have a few around here, would this be a good idea? I dont really have any rope or anything else here tbh
Anyone got tips on how to do it properly? I will probably attach the belt to one of those big horizontal metal bars that wirecoat hangers hang from in my closet, I have a pretty darn huge closet / wardrobe I could fit in there easily its about 2m tall (I read the "How to hang yourself" resource official post)
Theres two of those metal bars, ones pretty low and the other is pretty far high up, yall want some exact height measurements?
Would any kind of belt work? Ive never done this before so anyone got some tips in general? Im probably gonna have to practice this for a bit, how do i practice without accidentally CTBing lmao (Planning to do it by getting on my knees and then pushing my neck forward
Also am kinda fat and so is my neck, will this be a problem? I think I know where my carotid artery is now though, did the putting your hand onto your adams apple and closing it thing to feel where it is, felt a strong pulse so
Any answers greatly appreciated
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