sadsoul
Alive and unwell
- Sep 9, 2018
- 440
As many of you know, the survival instinct is a bitch, especially when it comes to partial suspension. Since partial is my method, I want to weaken the survival instinct and make myself more impulsive by drinking alcohol beforehand. But my question is how much alcohol should I drink? I want to have lowered inhibitions but I don't want to be unable to control myself. Another thing I worry about is that the alcohol will make me feel relaxed and less desperate, resulting in me chickening out. Should I drink alcohol at all? If so, what's the optimal BAC? I don't drink alcohol often, so maybe I'm overthinking this lol, but I would like to hear your thoughts.