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[Serinaxo]

Hey guess I'm just going to start logging my journey. My rope is coming on Thursday and I will use it Thursday night when my friends are asleep because they have been checking up on me a lot so I wouldn't get away with it any other time and I do want to leave a text message for them to wake up to.
I'm going with partial hanging from my wardrobe. I've cleared all my data from my phone and delete pictures. I'm writing a note I'll leave for my mum, I do wish I could have just hugged her before I leave but I haven't been able to see her because of lockdown.
I feel oddly calm about it..

 

[RileyTanaka]

How confident are you feeling about using partial? I wouldn't have the slightest clue how to carry that out.

 

[Walilamdzi]

If you text them, won't they wake up and receive the text immediately?

 

[mxEll]

There are ways to set-up a text to sent at a specific time dependant on the device of course. I assumed that's what the OP is going to do. That way even if you don't go through with it you can delete the text and nobody has to know.

 

[Hopeindeath!]

I wish you peace if you decide to make that choice.

 

[idontevenknowanymore]

I hope you'll find the peace you deserve

 

[Serinaxo]

Someone please help me the rope I ordered I just read over the description again and it says it's flexible. Will I fail with partial using this??? I wanted to get it over and done with ASAP please someone recommended a rope please !!!!!!

 

[TheGoodGuy]

Someone please help me the rope I ordered I just read over the description again and it says it's flexible. Will I fail with partial using this??? I wanted to get it over and done with ASAP please someone recommended a rope please !!!!!!View attachment 34078

Depends on how much, ideally as you know you are not supposed to use flexible rope.

 

[Serinaxo]

I have now ordered this one aswell- but this one says it will come on Saturday:( hopefully when I receive the first one^ it wont be that flexible and I will be able to use it. If people can hang from scarves and sheets I'm sure itwill okay right ? has someone here failed because of a flexible rope ???

 

[I’mDone]

If you text them, won't they wake up and receive the text immediately?

That was my first thought! Text messages wake me up..

 

[Serinaxo]

No, I have a app which will send scheduled texts to them at the time I have set it to in the morning hours after I will be already dead

That was my first thought! Text messages wake me up..

Guys I'm panicking now about the rope situation. I just wish I could close my eyes and it could be over like that. I'm getting very anxious and it makes me feel like throwing up but I haven't been eating properly the last couple weeks. I will upload vids of the rope when it arrives tomorrow and hopefully someone can advise me if that will work please

 

[Walilamdzi]

No, I have a app which will send scheduled texts to them at the time I have set it to in the morning hours after I will be already dead

Guys I'm panicking now about the rope situation. I just wish I could close my eyes and it could be over like that. I'm getting very anxious and it makes me feel like throwing up but I haven't been eating properly the last couple weeks. I will upload vids of the rope when it arrives tomorrow and hopefully someone can advise me if that will work please

There isn't really a rule about this because people use so many different types of ligature, it would mainly be down to the weight it can hold I suppose but I've found I need to pad my rope due to how uncomfortable it was.

 

[Serinaxo]

There isn't really a rule about this because people use so many different types of ligature, it would mainly be down to the weight it can hold I suppose but I've found I need to pad my rope due to how uncomfortable it was.

Is a slip knot the best knot to tie to the wardrobe bar I'm going to hang from aswell as using a slip knot for my neck?

 

[Disco Biscuit]

Depends on how much, ideally as you know you are not supposed to use flexible rope.

What's wrong with using a flexible rope, out of interest?

 

[TheGoodGuy]

What's wrong with using a flexible rope, out of interest?

The fact that it is flexible so it gives i.e. doesn´t close as tight.