Divine Trinity
Pugna Vigil
- Mar 20, 2019
- 310
Having tested out everything beforehand everything works, to my surprise. Using a leather belt, I jammed it in the door and dropped feet forward...
I understand now why so many talk about SI. Done right, you should black out within 10-15 seconds, I lasted somewhere between 1-4...
There's no "pain" but there's discomfort, and a sensation in the lower abdomen unlike anything I've experienced in my life. The mind begins to panic from the sudden shifts of state, but all of that was expected and negligible. The worst part was a combination of the narrowing of my perception (couldn't hear, lost feeling, vision blurring and narrowing) and a hyper-awareness of time. For those that have ever played fast-paced video games or near-fatal accidents, it's the same feeling.
I couldn't feel my legs and had to totally focus on moving my hand to open the door. By the time I finished typing this, it all subsided. Time for attempt #2, idk when I'll get this opportunity again.
edit: I had also stopped breathing, but all I could feel was blood pressure increasing in the head and that strange sensation in the lower abdomen.
Which may mean I messed up the positioning, I never heard anyone say whether you should be able breathe when done correctly.
I understand now why so many talk about SI. Done right, you should black out within 10-15 seconds, I lasted somewhere between 1-4...
There's no "pain" but there's discomfort, and a sensation in the lower abdomen unlike anything I've experienced in my life. The mind begins to panic from the sudden shifts of state, but all of that was expected and negligible. The worst part was a combination of the narrowing of my perception (couldn't hear, lost feeling, vision blurring and narrowing) and a hyper-awareness of time. For those that have ever played fast-paced video games or near-fatal accidents, it's the same feeling.
I couldn't feel my legs and had to totally focus on moving my hand to open the door. By the time I finished typing this, it all subsided. Time for attempt #2, idk when I'll get this opportunity again.
edit: I had also stopped breathing, but all I could feel was blood pressure increasing in the head and that strange sensation in the lower abdomen.
Which may mean I messed up the positioning, I never heard anyone say whether you should be able breathe when done correctly.
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