Help parents went travelling

[bornsinner]

my parents went travelling and wont be back until january. should i wait and ctb when they back or should i do my next attempt soon which will most likely cut their vacation short when they receive the news that i died.

cause i think i finally figured out on suicide to be successful. this trip that they went on is nothing special. they went traveling for a funeral and decided to stay even longer for some stupid reason. they are not vacationing to relax or anything.

what do u think what is right?

 

[lymbo]

how old are u and why u want to ctb?

 

[bornsinner]

how old are u and why u want to ctb?

32. my life is a complete hell

 

[Bulletwbttrflywings]

my parents went travelling and wont be back until january. should i wait and ctb when they back or should i do my next attempt soon which will most likely cut their vacation short when they receive the news that i died.

cause i think i finally figured out on suicide to be successful. this trip that they went on is nothing special. they went traveling for a funeral and decided to stay even longer for some stupid reason. they are not vacationing to relax or anything.

what do u think what is right?

The better question is - when is it right for you? You're selfless in thinking of your parents and cutting their time away short. This is a deeply involved answer depending on many factors. No one here has walked in your shoes and no one here can tell you when or how.
we can offer solace and a safe place to collect your thoughts.
writing is cathartic, keep posting and sharing.
Hugs.

 

[Shakespear's Brother]

This is very relatable to me.

I feel like I want to ctb, like in the next few weeks, but my parents are also traveling and I worry I will ruin their trip.

Which is super odd in my situation, like why should I care, as my father sexually abused me and my mom physically and emotionally abused me. Like why should I give one single fuck if I ruin their vacation.

 

[bornsinner]

This is very relatable to me.

I feel like I want to ctb, like in the next few weeks, but my parents are also traveling and I worry I will ruin their trip.

Which is super odd in my situation, like why should I care, as my father sexually abused me and my mom physically and emotionally abused me. Like why should I give one single fuck if I ruin their vacation.

if your parents did that u then f*ck 'em. go ahead and ruin their vacation. in my case I just don't want to wait anymore.
I'm curious how are u planning on ctb. if u don't mind sharing. I'm going to gas myself :)

 

[Shakespear's Brother]

if your parents did that u then f*ck 'em. go ahead and ruin their vacation. in my case I just don't want to wait anymore.
I'm curious how are u planning on ctb. if u don't mind sharing. I'm going to gas myself :)

Thanks, I appreciate the validation :)

Exit bag & nitro is my preferred method with SN as my back up/second choice if for some reason I fail with the exit bag. I have all my shit for both, and I keep delaying what is really just inevitable.

 

[bornsinner]

Thanks, I appreciate the validation :)

Exit bag & nitro is my preferred method with SN as my back up/second choice if for some reason I fail with the exit bag. I have all my shit for both, and I keep delaying what is really just inevitable.

by gassing my self I mean nitrogen gas.
can u pm me on how to SN I want some myself in case I fail with the nitrogen

 

[lymbo]

32. my life is a complete hell

can you elaborate

 

[Stan]

Depend if you like your parents I guess. If you do, let them finish their vacation. If you don't, do it when you want. Sometimes it is difficult to get emergency seats on planes for people having to get home quickly because of certain situations.

 

[CrushedHopes]

can u pm me on how to SN I want some myself in case I fail with the nitrogen

You can learn more about SN here.

 

[exhausted]

This is very relatable to me.

I feel like I want to ctb, like in the next few weeks, but my parents are also traveling and I worry I will ruin their trip.

Which is super odd in my situation, like why should I care, as my father sexually abused me and my mom physically and emotionally abused me. Like why should I give one single fuck if I ruin their vacation.

You owe them nothing. You don't have to think about their response or feelings at all.

 

[Shakespear's Brother]

You owe them nothing. You don't have to think about their response or feelings at all.

Thank you, I appreciate the validation.