nixdeath
Member
- May 3, 2022
- 93
I always felt lost and alone as a kid. I had no one to help me with things, no one to support me me or love me. I never got over it. Every so often i see something again like a kids tv show or a song and it makes me want to cry so bad knowing I never had that everyone else did. Not to mention I'm a trans woman so I didn't get to have a girl's childhood. Gave me weird issues like being afraid everyone hates me, and feeling like a little kid even now. I wish I had a mom to love me and I could grow up again and maybe get over it, but I don't think that'll ever happen. No woman would want a weird trans girl to be emotionally dependent on them, and even if they did I don't know how I would meet them. Idk why I'm writing this, I just wondered if anyone else felt like this.