Packed my bags.

[Wisdom3_1-9]

Today, I packed a suitcase with a few things and left my house while my husband was out. We had a major fight the night before. I'm tired of fighting. He left the house with my car, wallet, keys, and computer. I'd had enough.

I made sure to take my pills and SN with me. I think I'll find a hotel tonight. Not sure if I'll go through with anything tonight, but I haven't eaten anything... just in case.

 

[Ghost2211]

He sounds like a controlling asshole. I would report the items he took as stolen, and that includes the Car if it's in your name. If you choose not to CTB you should talk to the police about shelters for abuse victims. They tend to help people quickly.

 

[builtwrong]

Whatever you do, good luck, and I hope you find peace.

 

[zeroshark]

im so sorry things are so terrible. i hope getting out of the house can give you some relief for now and that whatever decision you make is thought through and the correct one for you to find peace. if you choose to CTB i hope youll let us know before you leave us; im relatively new to posting here but your username is already recognizable and i would be sad to see you gone. take care.

 

[VIBRITANNIA]

i'm so sorry you had to be with someone so awful. regardless of whether or not you decide to ctb, i hope you find peace.

 

[grungeCat]

It's really sad to hear you're a victim of bullying in home. Impunity of such people makes me disbelieve even more there's justice in this world. I wish you the best of luck in anything you're planning to do.

 

[TheQ22]

Don't do anything in the heat of a moment, it should be thought out and rational, not a kneejerk - especailly in reaction to a... jerk.

 

[alexit]

Stay safe. I'm loathe to see someone end their life because of someone else. I don't think anyone deserves that much worth. I do believe in a person's right to end their life. My personal opinion is don't harm yourself over an asshole. I'm super glad you got out of there. Find a better situation. I wish you well. Or maybe I'm misreading and your desire to CTB has nothing to do with your relationship. Regardless, I do hope you have a good night.

 

[BPD Barbie]

Sorry for how things have happened for you. People can be very hurtful at times and don't realise the emotional strain and impact it has on others. I hope you find somewhere safe for the night but please don't act impulsively, let yourself cool down and cool off before you make any choices like that. Sending love

 

[TAW122]

I'm sorry to hear about your domestic situation and as others said, don't do anything impulsively and make sure you are sure before making any decision. I hope you are able to find peace in this ordeal.

 

[Meditation guide]

Can you make an escape plan to leave permanently? Have some money and other essentials hidden away and secretly find a new place to live? I am hoping you are able to get away from him.

 

[Deleted member 18655]

How are you doing? Are you some place safe for the night? Take the quiet to think about everything and make decisions after a good sleep (if you can get any).

We're here when you're up to chatting

 

[Nymph]

He sounds like an ahole sorry you had to deal with that. I hope you find peace if you really decide to go

 

[Wisdom3_1-9]

Thanks, everyone. I had a safe place to stay. I'm back home now, because he said he wanted me home and wanted to work things out. Even though I came home, we still haven't talked and we still haven't settled anything. Why did I come back?

Next time I leave, I will be leaving everything and it will be for good. I keep trying to find reasons to keep going with life, but I keep coming up empty.

 

[BPD Barbie]

Thanks, everyone. I had a safe place to stay. I'm back home now, because he said he wanted me home and wanted to work things out. Even though I came home, we still haven't talked and we still haven't settled anything. Why did I come back?

Next time I leave, I will be leaving everything and it will be for good. I keep trying to find reasons to keep going with life, but I keep coming up empty.

I had a similar incident to this and its just been swept under the carpet like nothing ever happened. It's the elephant in the room to be honest and it needs to be addressed. Have you thought about bringing it up and trying to address it yourself? It's hard if someone won't communicate. Glad to hear you're safe though.

 

[Deleted member 17949]

I'd strongly advise letting yourself cool off before doing anything. The stress in a heated moment might make you pretty irrational.