Help overwhelmed, too much info

[guayabas]

I wanna ctb but I'm looking at all the methods and there's so much discussion of this and that and how they might fail, so I look up how to avoid failing in said way, and end up with 30 tabs open for 4 different methods and none of them seem like a sure thing and I never find a straight forward answer for precautions to avoid failing. and I just get overwhelmed unable to stay on one topic.

I've been thinking of doing charcoal in my car for some time now. some say you need a specific type of charcoal, some say you need to seal your car or block vents. Some say you can cause a fire if it gets too hot. Some say to get a CO meter, but idk how to turn off the alarm for a CO meter and don't want to draw attention.

My plan is to buy a mini bbq pit, get a camp site, take anxiety meds, set the vents in my car to recycled air and turn air off, then light charcoal. Anything specific I'm missing?

also I've never been camping, are there any places you can just show up and pay cash if they have available sites or do you have to reserve a place with a card first? And do they take down your license number? I'm in the US

 

[Praestat_Mori]

It doesn't sound like a very good plan right now. First of all a Mini BBQ might not be enough, sealing the vents would be beneficial reduce CO loss and to keep up the CO level for as long as possible. Have you considered a tent, that would probably be easier than a car.

Here is very good info regarding the CO method:

Charcoal method advice

Hi, I somehow came across this site after some furious google searching over the weekend. After trying and failing other methods over the past month I came across back to the idea of carbon monoxide and decided to dig further into charcoal burning, of which there are plenty discussions on this...

sanctioned-suicide.net

Don't rush anything, proper planning with this method is essential here.

 

[guayabas]

It doesn't sound like a very good plan right now. First of all a Mini BBQ might not be enough, sealing the vents would be beneficial reduce CO loss and to keep up the CO level for as long as possible. Have you considered a tent, that would probably be easier than a car.

Here is very good info regarding the CO method:

Charcoal method advice

Hi, I somehow came across this site after some furious google searching over the weekend. After trying and failing other methods over the past month I came across back to the idea of carbon monoxide and decided to dig further into charcoal burning, of which there are plenty discussions on this...

sanctioned-suicide.net

Don't rush anything, proper planning with this method is essential here.

thx, I'll read over that soon. I did consider a tent but it sounded like there was a lot of specifics to that as well regarding material and taping gaps, plus money. and I'm disabled, not sure how heavy a tent would be and how hard it would be to set up. I can look that stuff up too, but like I said, I'm just feeling overwhelmed. why is it so hard to die when so many ppl do it on accident lolsob

 

[Praestat_Mori]

thx, I'll read over that soon. I did consider a tent but it sounded like there was a lot of specifics to that as well regarding material and taping gaps, plus money. and I'm disabled, not sure how heavy a tent would be and how hard it would be to set up. I can look that stuff up too, but like I said, I'm just feeling overwhelmed. why is it so hard to die when so many ppl do it on accident lolsob

There should be easy to use 1 man tents available, sorry I have no specific ideas about tents. Yeah there are many CO accidents each year and those people may not have intended to die while for us who wish to die it often goes wrong just putting a BBQ into the sleeping room with no other preparations. It sucks that there are no easy and really safe methods available like N. But CO is one of the most effective and peaceful ones in my opinion. But needs proper preparations. Take your time and feel free to ask here anything you wish.

 

[guayabas]

There should be easy to use 1 man tents available, sorry I have no specific ideas about tents. Yeah there are many CO accidents each year and those people may not have intended to die while for us who wish to die it often goes wrong just putting a BBQ into the sleeping room with no other preparations. It sucks that there are no easy and really safe methods available like N. But CO is one of the most effective and peaceful ones in my opinion. But needs proper preparations. Take your time and feel free to ask here anything you wish.

thank you so much for being patient and supportive and linking a post with so much helpful info