Overwhelmed by method decision

[lululoo]

How did you go about choosing a method? I feel so immobilized. I am leaning toward some type of hanging. Here's some relevant info.

-I could afford N but I live in the US and I'm afraid of getting in legal trouble. Also figuring out bitcoin and all that seems hard

-nothing in my apartment to do full suspension from. But I'm short and light so maybe a door would work?

-so far I have only experimented a little with compressing my carotids. I can easily feel the pulse but when I press on it it doesn't seem to make me pass out. I should experiment more but I don't want to leave marks or injure myself until I'm ready to go.

-I live alone

-there is a forest nearby but I would strongly prefer to do this in my apartment, in private

Please share how you chose or if you have any advice for me personally. Thank you!

 

[21Neberg]

If you live alone you could also look into the carbon monoxide method. Personally I am trying to figure out partial hanging because it's the most accessible method for me. Otherwise I'd try to order N, as poisoning myself seems so nice.

 

[JustAboutDone]

Hi there, it's a really personal decision and I think some people are instinctively drawn to one method and, simultaneously, almost a bit shocked by another - which can seem strange when they all lead to the same end.

I think the thing to do would be to think carefully about whether you want it to be more of a 'falling asleep' type method e.g. Ordering N or whether you want to read through the various mega threads on hanging and see if that is something you think you can do to yourself given your apartment fittings etc.

And don't feel that it's a bad thing not to know - some people decide on a method then change their mind and revert back or analyse their method's flaws. And some decide on recovery. There is no set rules :-)

Xxxx

 

[aneurysm]

Ordering N

what exactly is N? I see it everywhere on this website

How did you go about choosing a method?

I like the exit bag method.

 

[JustAboutDone]

Hi Daisy

Hopefully this link will work :-)

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/acronyms-on-here-for-new-users.6031/

It gives information on the abbreviations used and will explain better than I can!

 

[leaps]

How did you go about choosing a method?

Please share how you chose or if you have any advice for me personally. Thank you!

Conveniency and comfort

 

[ReadyasEver]

Lululoo, I have had the same issues. I'm a very big person, 195 cm and 100 kg, and drugs definitely are not my way of choice. I've shown to be resistant to many of the depressant / mood altering drugs and have a cast iron stomach. I've drank a 1/5 of scotch before and barely intoxicated.
Do the research and study the many methods. If and when I go, I chose a hypoxia method. This seems to be highly effective no matter the size or constitution.
There are many here who can help work through what seems to suit you. In the end, it's a very personalized choice. I got help and advice along the way in doing the research.

 

[JustAboutDone]

. I'm a very big person, 195 cm and 100 kg, I've drank a 1/5 of scotch before and barely intoxicated.

Now I know why you were shocked at me being 98lbs! Lol!!

1/5 scotch... I'd be on the floor after half a measure

 

[color_me_gone]

This website might be a good place to start.
It discusses the various methods, success rate, time til death, and amount of pain suffered
http://lostallhope.com/suicide-methods/statistics-most-lethal-methods
There are other pages that would interest you as well.
The site does try to talk you out of suicide in several areas, but you can ignore that.

 

[lululoo]

If you're into hanging you could find a hotel

Why a hotel?

 

[lululoo]

If you live alone you could also look into the carbon monoxide method. Personally I am trying to figure out partial hanging because it's the most accessible method for me. Otherwise I'd try to order N, as poisoning myself seems so nice.

I like the idea of N if someone just handed it to me. But all the struggle to acquire it does not appeal to me. And then worrying if it's the real thing and if it's enough and all that.
Hanging does seem the most accessible and not too gruesome if you get it right. I'm just so incompetent I worry I will not be able to figure out how to get it right.

 

[John Smith]

Lululoo, I have had the same issues. I'm a very big person, 195 cm and 100 kg, and drugs definitely are not my way of choice. I've shown to be resistant to many of the depressant / mood altering drugs and have a cast iron stomach. I've drank a 1/5 of scotch before and barely intoxicated.
Do the research and study the many methods. If and when I go, I chose a hypoxia method. This seems to be highly effective no matter the size or constitution.
There are many here who can help work through what seems to suit you. In the end, it's a very personalized choice. I got help and advice along the way in doing the research.

have you tried full suspension? I am heavy too and need to know if it will work for me.

 

[ReadyasEver]

No I had not

 

[therhydler]

I also was a bit wary of experimenting with bitcoin but it's actually very straightforward, if you do decide to buy N and have any questions feel free to PM me

 

[JJ-NOHOPE]

Ordering N is not difficult at all.
I am in the US and had no legal difficulties acquiring it.
It just takes some time and planning.
You also have to get the antiemetics which you can order on eBay.

It is the most peaceful way, according to most accounts.

I wish you luck and peace whatever you decide.

 

[aneurysm]

Ordering N is not difficult at all.
I am in the US and had no legal difficulties acquiring it.
It just takes some time and planning.
You also have to get the antiemetics which you can order on eBay.

It is the most peaceful way, according to most accounts.

I wish you luck and peace whatever you decide.

Not difficult? I desperately want to get N but there are so much scams websites on the internet and stories of people who didn't receive their order. And I don't want to risk $1000. Also, I live in Canada and N is illegal here, I am scared that if I order it,I will get into deep trouble. What do you think? Do you have N? How do you know it's real N? How did you get did? How much did it cost?? Sorry for all the questions but I really need N, I am trying to leave this earth before spring, it's urgent

 

[311]

Amitriptyline_cocktail

 

[KupoCometh]

I feel its best to plan for effectiveness and use multiple methods.

Like if I decided to jump I would absolutely eat a fistful of asparin like they were smarties too; fixing someone who jumped off a cliff is hard enough as it is, harder yet when they won't stop bleeding internally

 

[AhG]

Ideally my method is playing in traffic. I have realized that this the death I predicted when I was younger.

 

[aneurysm]

Ideally my method is playing in traffic. I have realized that this the death I predicted when I was younger.

Putting others at risk doesn't sound ideal to me

 

[AhG]

Putting others at risk doesn't sound ideal to me

Yes, I've heard this before.

 

[aneurysm]

Yes, I've heard this before.

Sorry, I wasn't trying to shame you.

If you like cars, how about throwing yourself under a train instead

 

[AhG]

Sorry, I wasn't trying to shame you.

If you like cars, how about throwing yourself under a train instead

I don't like trains. I had a bad experience with them when I was younger, been scared of them ever since.

 

[311]

I don't like trains. I had a bad experience with them when I was younger, been scared of them ever since.

Dont cause an accident that could hurt others when there are methods that will end your life humanely for you, and only you.

 

[AhG]

Dont cause an accident that could hurt others when there are methods that will end your life humanely for you, and only you.

Yes, I know. I've been told. But it is my choice and yes I understand the nature of hurting other people, that's why I'm trying to find other methods, but I always come back to traffic.

 

[bigj75]

I want to order nembutal

 

[crova]

Yes, I know. I've been told. But it is my choice and yes I understand the nature of hurting other people, that's why I'm trying to find other methods, but I always come back to traffic.

Is it not rather simple if you want to use a car? Half a mile of straight road and a wall at it's end...

In traffic there is a high chance you will dodge, kill someone instead and finish in jail..

 

[KupoCometh]

Is it not rather simple if you want to use a car? Half a mile of straight road and a wall at it's end...

In traffic there is a high chance you will dodge, kill someone instead and finish in jail..

I dunno, modern cars try to keep the passenger alive, guess if it was an ol' rattler that had the airbag disabled you'd have somewhat improved odds

 

[AhG]

Is it not rather simple if you want to use a car? Half a mile of straight road and a wall at it's end...

In traffic there is a high chance you will dodge, kill someone instead and finish in jail..

If I get the death penalty , I'd go peacefully.

 

[311]

If I get the death penalty , I'd go peacefully.

For man slaughter, nah. Just 10 years in a shitty state prison, where you would realize. I could have just hanged myself!