Help Overwhelmed by all the info on the megathreads

[GinaIsReady]

Hello … I am 100% sure I am going to kill myself. Having an uncomplicated and highly effective method is very important to me. I find that when I start reading the megathreads for the methods that I am overwhelmed by all the info in there, all the questions and answers, etc. and it's preventing me from deciding on a method. Before I started visiting this website, I had pretty much decided on short drop hanging but when I started reading about it on here, I realized there had to be a knot at just the right spot on my neck and started becoming very concerned about doing something wrong and ending up in a worse situation. I would like to ask for assistance of some sort from someone truly knowledgeable and a good communicator but do not want to break any rules of this wonderful and very needed forum. I would so appreciate any guidance.

 

[fisil]

Check the "getting N from a megathread" it's the best method and check the ressource stick here there is the peacefullpillehandbook and you can read about the methods and they are rated

 

[GinaIsReady]

Check the "getting N from a megathread" it's the best method and check the ressource stick here there is the peacefullpillehandbook and you can read about the methods and they are rated

Thank you … I find the method overwhelmingly complicated. I know I'm intelligent enough to understand complex matters so maybe it's anxiety keeping me from getting through the complexity. Also, when anyone states that it's the best method, my brain asks, "what is that statement based on? facts or general perception?" I had a failed attempt 1.5 yrs ago and just can't have another so am trying to be very careful.

 

[fisil]

Thank you … I find the method overwhelmingly complicated. I know I'm intelligent enough to understand complex matters so maybe it's anxiety keeping me from getting through the complexity. Also, when anyone states that it's the best method, my brain asks, "what is that statement based on? facts or general perception?" I had a failed attempt 1.5 yrs ago and just can't have another so am trying to be very careful.

Did you download the book? It has the best rating.

 

[GinaIsReady]

Did you download the book? It has the best rating.

It's very complicated

 

[bluesky1972-2019]

Getting N from A seems to be the ideal method but hard to get hold of, expensive and illegal.
I've settled on either the SN method or jumping which are really the only options open to me that are relatively "easy".

 

[GinaIsReady]

Somehow, buying illegal substances from a guy in another country seems very very risky though it sounds like several others have done so successfully.
It seems like jumping would be the easiest but I am pretty sure I'd have a panic attack that would keep me from doing it. I went sky diving 4 times and had panic attacks 4 times.

 

[SHThrowAway213]

I have the same problem with the hanging megathread... It seems complex but simple.
I don't know where the right spot is for the knot on my neck