Lovely, you're not alone. I may just be some digital words and I know the response alone doesn't help very much, I just want you to feel less alone right now.
No money, no job? Haha that's most of America right now with record highs in unemployment claims etc. Don't feel like a failure when the world is dishing you hell. Most the people you know couldn't even handle one day in your life! You're not a failure imo.