OVERDOSE

[Susan Caswell]

When people kill themselves with an overdose what do they take i cant go on like this i have to find a way to peace no human being can live with noise like this pounding hammering its horrific never stops amplifying is horrendous please someone help me what a thing to happen i was so well im terrified im going insane going on like this how i wish just stop and let me build myself back up im so weak and frail i never knew anxiety could make you so ill but louder the noise the more im in such panic just want to end this now for peace this rest of my life i just cant take take it i wish i could i cant eat or sleep or get bathed i have everything i could want life was just so perfect i was really well dont even know cause please someone make it stop x

 

[Ghost2211]

I see you are suffering a lot. My heart goes out to you, but direct suggestions are discouraged. Overdose is a complex topic, and otc meds are not a highly viable option. If you have non otc meds we can tell you if they would kill, or you can ask google. Please look through the method resource.

 

[BridgeJumper]

Honestly from my experience (Ive taken 200 pill overdoses in the past), nothing is guaranteed to work, except maybe heroin and nembutal which are hard to get. Or SN which you still can get I think.
All I got from my overdoses was eye twitches, vomiting, heart palpitations, seeing things, liver damage, getting a hose shoved in my throat etc, IVs pumped into me 5 bags per day till I pissed myself from all the fluid, its not worth it. Thats why I moved to jumping.
I mean ODing sounds lie a good idea when youre in pain and getting desperate, but its not, trust me :(

Did you pm me once by any chance?
You talk about 'deafening sound;. I talked on here with someone named Susan who has tinnitus and hyperacusis like me.
So sorry youre in so much pain